orientasi + frenz + lost ♥

Hatiku masih, seperti dulu…~ ^^

Hahaha merepek je aku ni. Hari ni tetibe je rasa nak tulis blog. Rasenye sgt byk nk tulis ni. Lame tak singgah sini… rindu sangat.

1st July aritu aku masuk nursing college kt Melaka… agak seronok tapi agak scary coz da lame tak duduk dengan senior… camne ye perasaan duduk dgn senior blk?? Hmm… after daftar, g masuk bilik, dapat 1 bilik dengan kak ain.. akak tu budak sem 5… ok r.. boleh msuk kepala aku… tak sangka yang dia ni org Johor jugak… org Tmn U.. nampaknya ada can la aku balik dengan dia raya ni… masa minggu orientasi tu agak sakit hati coz mmg kena dengan senior habis-habisan… tapi sangat seronok… dekat sini male nursing ada 2 org… senior Rizal [ sem 5 ] n senior Sharil [sem 4 ]… masa minggu orientasi ada kembara [ ala-ala treasure hunt ] seronok tak terkata…memang tension la sampai ada budak yang menangis. Ingat lagi masa kena conteng muka kawan sendiri dengan tanah yang dicampur air.. hahaha ala-ala mask gitu…hahaha at last kteorg sume dpt mkn cekodok bawang yang kami buat sendiri dan masak dengan kayu api…kelakar sangat.. de yang hangus, de yang tak masak dalam. Masak cekodok sampai baju kteorg pn bau asap! Sangat rindu keseronokkan masa tu... kteorg pn de diberi assignment iaitu kene amek sume signature sem 5 except senior Rizal coz dia duduk luar. Peh! Tak cm bangang lak kn.. kelam kabut semua org msa tu..haha takot x dapat amek sume sign.. at least r dpt sume sign MPP. Ok r tu.. dorang suruh buat tu pn sbb nk kteorg knl senior n bende tu pn da diluluskan oleh lectures. The next week, da start masuk kelas… peh! Tak cam bengong pulak kan kepala otak kteorg… coz sume cm tak ready lg nk belajar.. subject kt sini sumenye interesting.. Anatomy and Physiology [ANP ], Microbiology, Behavioral Science, n Nursing Science 1 & 2… lectures pn ok2… 17th July, 17 org budak bru daftar. Akhirnya kelas ak genap ada 74 org sumenye… ramai kan?? Tapi klu ikutkan, sem 5 lg ramai. Dorang de 100 org…

Kt sini ak dpt bestie, nme group kteorg ‘Double Trio’. Mesti pelik kn? Actually kteorg ni gabung 2 group. Ak rapat ngan Nabil n Te’a. Yang 1 lg group tu Pika, Zie n JJ. Camne kteorg ley gabung ye?? Oh, ni sume gara-gara Nabil n Te’a ajk aku g makan kt luar.. dorang suruh aku ajak Zie n Pika coz Nabil da ajak JJ. Since that kteorg sgt rapat. Klu mse rehat, kteorg share mknn even though mmg x ckup. Hahaha act kteorg ni sume sgt kuat mkn!g klas sama-sama, klu mkn, msti conquer 1 meja. Smpai budak2 klas pn jeles… ye la, kteorg akn share food even though bwk / bli sikit. Kalau outing pn msti sesama. Memang sangat seronok hangout ngan dorang coz sume perangai gila2.. esp Te’a.. kt sni ak knl sorg bdak ni.. dye ni VIP. Wow! Xsngka jmpe Korean lovers kt sini.. ak pggl dye VIP, JJ pggl dye GD [ dye sgt mnt kt GD ] n Te’a pggl dye Harun [coz dye duduk kt Tmn Dato’ Harun ] actually nme dye Adila.. Kt sini ak suruh dorang sume pggl ak Hafiz since ak da biasa dgn nme tu since sekolah rendah lg. even seniors n lectures pn pggl ak Hafiz. Lagipun de sorang budak ni nme dye Saidatul Affiza.. kteorg pggl dye kak Fiza.Ari tu g bazar n accidentally terserempak ngn Dauz. Hahaha pe lg, ak paw r dye.. ak paw sate je.. x saba nk kuar ngn Dauz lg. Dia je r bdak mtrx yg ak rapat kt cni.

Kenapa tetibe ak rse rndu kt Ajeez?? Wae?? Ish, I really hate this feeling. Stop it Fiz!! He already has someone that love him more than u do. U knew that right? Urgh!! Npe tetibe muka dia muncul pulak!! Kan ko da janji nk lepaskan dia?? Paling x suka klu chatting ngn Ayie, Daus, Fa, Nana, Oniey, Fara n Izt coz dorang slalu tnye, “ko ok x?” peh! Ak memang xboleh dengar ayt tu sbb confirm2 ak akn nanges… Npe la ak dpt nursing kt Melaka?? Da r 1st love Ajeez tu kt Melaka. Buatnye klu2 terserempak ngan Ajeez n 1st love dye, ak rse ak da terduduk da. Ari tu ak g dining coz nk online, ble ak buka myspace 1st love dye, ak nmpk ayt ni, “ILY periuk” automatic air mata ak jatuh. Ak xtau npe. Fiz, u’ve already promise yg u xkn nanges lg kn?? Xkn keluarkn air mata utk lelaki lg kn?? Then y are u crying now?? Do u still love him?? U’ve already know yg they love each other kn?? Then y ko tetibe potong jln?? U’ve seen in his n her myspace yg dorg tu ‘Mr & Mrs Periuk’ kn?? Sgt rse bersalah. Npe dlu Ajeez layan ak baik?? Klu dia layan biasa2 msti kita bertiga x jd cm ni kn?? Tears, plz r jgn kuar lg. Am tired with all the things that happened this year. Y does it hurt so bad?? U were never mine from the start. Still my love was not enough, though I’ve given u my all. Juz accept the fate that its not written in Heaven that he is yours. Be happy coz he was a part of your life, the 1st person that can make u feel secure whenever he’s with u. N the most important thing is that he reminds me of my daddy coz his attitude is quite similar with my dad. Urgh! Stop thinking bout him! But I really can’t. I can still remember the way he hug me, the way he’s holding my hand, the way he look at me… Shit!! Stop it ok??! He already has his ‘Mrs. Periuk’

Happy ble bce ‘ILY periuk’ coz I know she starts smiling again. I know both of them happy.. Ak pgg ayt ni dr dlu n Insyaallah smpai akhir hayat ak, ‘Am wiling to do anything to make people around me happy even though am the one who will suffer. N am willing to let go the person that I love to make someone else happy coz he/she deserve to be happy with their love one.’

JEALOUSY~!

sgt jeles ngn dorg yg dpt amek gmba ngn U-KISS.....!!!

ELI sgt comey.... n sgt klaka.... hahahaha
cis, how dare KISEOP pgg bdak tu???
ish! geram nye....!




ala.... npe dat pinkie girl rapat ngn hubby ak ni???
ni yg jeles ni...!

wah~ ni yg jeles ni ble DONGHO cm letak pale dye kt minah cine ni.....
cis, dak yg pkai pink dress tu kne pgg ngn SOOHYUN!
eeeeeee.........
gram nye~!!!!




yg ni lg r ak geram~!
ni mmg thp cipan r ak geram!
tiap kali ak tgk gmba ni, mst jantung berdgup kencang
peh! gle kencang ni~!
SOOHYUN~ah! why did you hug that girl!
i'm so jealous~!
i wish my KEVIN would hug me like you did.....
KEVIN~ah! mani mani sarang juseyo~!
nseb bek my KEVIN x pgg dak2 pmpuan tu....
pape pn KIBUM, KEVIN n XANDER cm control pose~ hahaha

U-KISS + KISSME = KEVIN + ME
lol ^^

ukiss + hangout + songs = L.O.V.E

rse cm nk je g s'pore now..... kevin-ah! chongmal choahae! n sgt xlarat ble xander pkai bju melayu.... sgt cute... .............[ speechless ]............. kya!!! dye sgt cute!!! huhu tp rsenye cm kjp gle ukiss dtg m'sia.... ari sabtu ari tu intrvw kt 8tv pn cm sial.... da r slh zoom, dorg ckp eli yg charismatic tp zoom kt kevin... nmpk bebeno r dorg xknl ukiss.... xske tul r... pas tu, intrvw je in english... mcm r dorg tu xtau speaking..... hello, eli n kevin tu dak USA r, xander can talk in 7 diff language, kibum study kt ausie.... so? xkn r totally in mandarin? pe dye igt fans ukiss ni org cine je ke?? hello~? malay plg ramai la... kt airport, ramai dak malay yg tggu dorg r... kn bes klu mse tu gary / baki je yg intrvw dorg.... hish, gram tol!

[ntah mne dye cilok bju ni... huhuhu]

btw, ari ni sgt bes! hangout ngn fa n fieza... rse cm nk stop kn mse coz cm byk bnde yg kteorg nk cte... psl universites, courses, boys, n of course la psl reunion... rse cm nk wt reunion. but maybe 3 / 4 years from now... kteorg just plan cm nk wt holiday reramai.... maybe wt kt melaka or port dickson... hahaha ye2 je nk wt reunion kn?? ayie pn kte ok je klu nk wt reunion... hohoho xpe2 nnt kte plan blk ea korunk??

tetibe ske gle ngan lgu 'how could you say you love me' from sarah geronimo.... she's is pop princess in Philippine.... i was like singing that song like i'm performing in front of the audience... hahaha silly me... lgu tu sgt bes even though it's kinda sad...... n really like the 'love' sign from SS501 - love like this.... i was like doing the hand sign hundreds time and never get bored... i think it's the alternative plus creative way to say that we love somebody...

if you really like/love somebody, just go tell him/her about your feeling towards them.... n it's ok if you get dumped coz you won't be regret in your lifetime for not telling them that you love them

for him...

really wanna sing this song to him
coz i promised him that i will him sing a song
only now i know what song should i sing for him

FT ISLAND - Always Be Mine

i hear you breath
you're lying close to me
the shadows gone
i have found my peace
you make me calm
with you i'm safe from harm
and right by your side i'll stay through the night till eternity
that's the way it will be

and i wonder what you're dreaming of
you're so peaceful when you sleep
everything i want everything i need
is lying here in front of me

and if i ever lose my power to fly
then your love takes me high
i'll always be true to you
sometimes i think i might lose it all
guess the chances are small
cause you hold me close i feel you near
don't let go say you'll always be here
just hold me tight and i'll be fine
dreaming you will always be mine

just like the sun
you make me warm inside
like a soft summer breeze a moment to seize so true
i won't stop loving you

and i wonder what you're dreaming of
you're so peaceful when you sleep
everything i want everything i need
is lying here in front of me

and if i ever lose my power to fly
then your love takes me high
i'll always be true to you
sometimes i think i might lose it all
guess the chances are small
cause you hold me close i feel you near
don't let go say you'll always be here
just hold me tight and i'll be fine
dreaming you will always be mine

salah kte....

mse kte couple, kte akan igt yg dye yg salah, kte je yg btol...
mse tu kte akn fikir yg "dye ni x fhm ak ke?"
mse tu gak r kte nk merajuk n nk dye pjuk kte...
tp mse tu kte yg xtau pe yg dye fikir.
dye cme act cool sb nk sdpkn ati kte je

lps dh xde pape, kte akn fikir yg kte break sbb salah kte
mse tu r kte mule seda yg actually, kte yg salah
kte ni cme reti menunding jari kt org
ble org tnye spe salah, kte jwb "dye"
kdg2 kte igt yg slame ni kte yg mempermainkn perasaan sndri
kte yg tipu perasaan kte
kte pn xtau yg kte ni btul2 ke syg dye?
mse tu kte terpikir, "i love you coz i need you or i need you coz i love you"
ssh nk bezakn

hahaha
sume org leh tipu... even org yg xpnh tipu pn leh tipu
manusia ni x perfect walaupn de org yg fikir dye perfect
sume org de ego but maybe certain people ego dye x obvious sgt
ak??
ak ngaku yg ak ni ego, x leh tgk org lbey dr ak, mengada-ngada
ak ni jenis org yg kalu ley nk sume perfect
tp ak tau sume bnde xley perfect 100%

sukar utk melupakn cinta pertama....
walaupn kte dh jmpe cinta yg baru, still xkn sme cm yg pertama
even kte syg cmne pn kt dye still x sme...
kte lak nk sgt kisah cinta kte tu cm drama2 korea...
sweet sgt...
tp hakikatnya, jauh panggang dari api
ak admit yg ak still x jumpe true love ak
relationship ak x pnh lbey dari stahun...
plg sekejp pn 3 ari je.... plg lame kurang stahun

**
I don't know which way to choose
How can I find a way to go on?
I don't know if I can go on without you
Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain

maybe i just not good for you
maybe i don't deserve to get your love

beza cinta, sayang, suka dan minat.....

Cinta - Kita memang mengharapkan dia menjadi milik kita. Segala apa yang kita buat, kalau buleh nak dia tahu.. dan kita sebuleh mungkin tak nak sakitkan hati dia. kita akan sentiasa berfikir tentang dirinya.(dalam erti lain : cinta di tujukan kepada seseorang yg kita selalu ingat dan mimpi.. Tanpanya kita akan rasa sunyi dan kita cintakan sepenuh jiwa dengan hati yg ikhlas kepadanya walaupun dia buat tak tau je)

Sayang - Kita memerlukan dia di masa kita mahukan seseorang untukberkongsi rahsia dan kisah duka kita. selalunya kita akan sayangkan seseorang yang menjadi TELINGA kepada masalah kita. (dalam erti lain : sayang di tujukan kepada seseorang yang boleh membuangkan masa dia untuk mendengar dan memeningkan kepalanya dgn masalah kita dan kita jugak boleh menyakitkan hati dia kerana kita bukannya cinta kepadanya)

Suka - Kita sukakan dia kerana dia kelakar. Dia happy-go-lucky.Bila bersama dengan dia, kita rasa nak tergelak sampai nak pecah perut. Tapi, kita taklah rindu sangat kat dia bila tak berjumpa seminggu…(dalam erti lain : suka di tujukan kepada seseorang yang boleh menjadi pelawak kepada kita. Kita akan suruh dia diam sekirangnya keng kita dah nak pecah…)

Minat - Apa sesuatu pada dirinya yang menarik kita untuk mendekatinya.(dalam erti lain : minat ditujukan kepada seseorang yang ada sifat,peribadi atau barang yang kita mahukan… )

Tetapi kita kena ingat bahawa tanpa minat , suka dan sayang kita tidak akan CINTA pada seseorang itu


credit::fieza

kesedihan yg amat

akhirnya ak terpaksa melepaskan 'dia' malam td...... tak sangka sampai disini saja hubungan kami.... kalau ada jodoh ngan 'dia', adalah.. klu x, hope 'dia' dpt org yg lg baik dari ku.. ak dh jnji ngan 'dia' yg ak xkn nanges lg tp... xley nk thn coz airmata kua sndri.... maybe sbb ak syg sgt kt 'dia'.. ak admit yg ak xprnh rse cmni ngn ex2 ak dlu... abs call 'dia' je ak trun bwh tgk tv ngn aniz. kt tv 2 de rancangan istimewa bersama liza hanim "p.ramlee dalam kenangan" membuatkan airmata ku kelua tnpa ku seda... lagi2 pabila liza hanim menyanyikan

"dimana kan ku cari ganti"
dimana kan ku cari ganti
serupa denganmu
tak sanggup ku berpisah
dan berhati patah
hidup gelisah
alangkah pedih rasa ahti
selama kau pergi
tinggalku sendirian tiada berteman
dalam kesepian

dan lagu

"jangan tinggal daku"
Jangan tinggal daku
Oh kasih oh sayangku
Dinda sedang rindu
Padamu yang selalu ku puja
Hanya dikau seorang
Oh bintang oh pujaan
Tempat kasih sayang
Harapan di masa hadapan

yang pernah popular satu masa dlu.. ak naik ke bilik dgn harapan ak akn berhenti nanges.... tatkala ak buka radio, airmataku jatuh pabila terdengar lgu

"my all"
I'm thinking of you
in sleepless solitude tonight
if it's wrong to love you
then my heart just won't let me be right
cause I've drowned in you
and i won't pull through
without you by my side

.... buka mp3 pula, lgu

"never be replaced"
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

yg terpasang... lg sdey.. coz ak prnh nyanyi lgu ni kt dpn 'dia'.. kenapa lah time ak nk memulihkan kesedihan, lgu2 yg sdey pulak dimainkan di tv, radio dan mp3... ak terasa cm diaorg sengaja membuatku lg sdey... bagi ku, biar lah ak menangis sepuas-puas nya mlm ni coz after tonight ak xkn rse cm mlm ni lg.... lgpn, org kata, menangis boleh release stress.... jam di phone ku menunjukkan pukul 12.45 am dan cahaya bulan penuh menerangi ruang bilik ku tapi ak masih tidak boleh melelapkan mataku... hampir 1 jam ak menangis mse call td membuat ak terasa pnt sgt tp mataku masih x boleh lelap... dh golek2 pn xley tido gak... ak pn xsda bila ak terlelap..... ak terseda pn pabila ak terdengar bunyi loceng sekolah memandangkan rumah ak terletak di belalakang sekolah rendah... Alhamdulillah, lps shower td ak dh okey... tp mataku sgt sakit n agk bengkak akibat byk menangis mlm td.... mungkin ni takdirku... ak berserah... lgpn kami telah berjanji klu kami dh xboleh bersama lg, we still can be friends... Insyaallah BFF...

love quotes

cinta tidak akan indah jika pasangan tidak mampu menjadi sahabat bagi pasangannya. kekasih terbaik adalah sahabat terhebat

cinta bukan sekadar perasaan menyayangi semata-mata, tetapi apa yang lebih penting adalah harus juga ada keikhlasan kerana perasaan menyayangi itu boleh datang dan pergi begitu saja. cinta juga tidak akan berakhir kerana memang cinta tidak harus berakhir

ketika kamu mencintai seseorang, janganlah menharapkan balasan. jika kamu memikirkan hal tersebut, kamu bukan mencintai tetapi cuba untuk mengharapkan sesuatu

cintailah seseorang seperti sungai yang akan mengalir selamanya. kerana jika kamu mencintai seseorang seperti bunga, bunga akan mati saat musim berganti

saat mencintai seseorang, kamu harus mempersiapkan diri untuk penderitaan. bukan cinta andai ianya hanya membahagiakan

jangan pernah merasa takut untuk jatuh cinta kerana akn terasa menyakitkan saat kamu diabaikan ataupun kamu sendiri yang menyebabkan rasa sakit itu tercipta. jangan terlalu mengikuti kata hati kerana akan membuat kamu semakin terluka dan terus menerus menangis merenung rasa sakit itu

saat mencintai seseorang, jangan pernah berharap si dia akan mencintai kamu sama seperti kamu mencintainya. kerana salah seorang di antara kamu pasti akan memberikan lebih dan seorang lagi kurang


sebuah cinta sejati mampu mendengarkan apa yang tidak dikatakan dan mengerti apa yang tidak dijelaskan. kerana cinta tidak datang dari mulut dan lidah ataupun fikiran seseorang, tetapi lahir dari hati yang paling dalam

info from remaja...
nway thnx fieza... lurve ya!



i admit yg i'm not perfect... tp hon akn berusaha utk menjd yg t'baik... i'll try to change my bad attitude... i promise that i will never leave u no matter what happen... n i promise that i will always love u... 1437!

blk umh..

ak smpai umh nk dkt kul 8 ari jumaat lepas... CNY holiday maa... huhu pas ak mnd, tros ciap2 g klinik... dokter kte, nnt g wt x-ray... tkot2 de serious injures... maybe ak kte wt fisioterapi... huhu xnk r... klu trok sgt, ak kne jmpe pakar orthopedic.... peh, kes berat ni..! ni sume gara2 ak jatoh mse form 4 dlu... igtkn skt sket je.. tp lately ni makin skt... tp klu dlm exm, LG skt coz kdg2 1 paper kne amek 2 hours..! klu dduk, xsmpai 1 jam ak dh gelisah... doc de gk bg pain killer, tp effect dye kjp je r... lbh krg 2 hours after dat, skt blek... myb b4 blk jmc ak g wt x-ray kt hospital...

awk, sori psl ari 2... xmean pn nk wt awk sket ati + bad mood.... kdg2 honey rse yg i'm not 4 u... honey slalu wt awk mra, bad mood n sket ati whenever kte jmpe... xmean pn nk wt awk cm 2, tp honey xley nk avoid.... kdg2 honey ckp bnde yg ley wt awk sket ati + mra tnpe honey sda... honey tau ble awk bce ni msti awk mra... tp honey just nk ckp pe yg honey rse... honey tau yg honey ni not like your 1st love... cme kdg2 honey rse i'm not your honeyB... i think 'she' deserve to get your love, not me coz i'm just a 3rd person that came to your life and ruined everything.. even though she already let you go, but i think she's still waiting for you... pmpuan je yg rse pe pmpuan len rse.... trust me.. i miss u so much!! i really do... i'm so sorry.. honey tau awk akn mra ble bce ni...

that you love me, it's a lie
that you miss me, it's your lie
that you'll come back again, it's your lie
it's all lie
that you'll protect me, it's a lie
that you can't live without me, it's your lie
if you're leaving like this, leaving me like this
then why did you make a promise with me?
if it's not you i can't, i can't
if it's not you, i really don't want it
why did you keep pushing me away?
why did you let go of my hand?
how did we become like this?
how did we get to this point?
i shouldn't do this, i know i shouldn't but i can't let you go
making me hurt
making me sad
even if i begged you that you lied to me, it's no use
what do i do?
if you leave, what can i do?
how was this person originally?
a person that leaves coldly
you're really mean
you're really bad
making me cry like this
that i should leave, it's a lie
that i shouldn't look back, it's your lie
that i shouldn't look for you again, it's your lie
it's all lie
that i should forget, it's a lie
that we've become to an end, it's your lie
no matter how much i think about it,
i can't do it without you
come back to me again
i feel like dying
i can't do anything without you
i only cry, i can't accept these words of farewell
my heart aches again, i'm really going crazy like this
please come back to me
once again, please come back to me

p/s : dedicated 2 a person that i treasure + love the most...
sorry dear....
and about the lyric, i don't know why... i just thought the lyric suits my feeling right now ( i know actually it doesn't )

MU@R...!!

ari ni fiz g visit aniz kt kem nasuha kt pagoh... fiz drive dr jb smpai pagoh... cbe guess fiz bwk bpe??? nk tau...?? fiz bwk 130km/j.. hehehe gle kn?? mule2 bwk 150, ayh kte, bwk 130 suda... pas 2 fiz pn bwk r 130.. nk speed, tp tkot ayh bising + tkot kne speed trap lak... dr umh lbh krg kul 10.15 am, smpai kt kem 2 lbh krg kul 11.30am.. lju kn fiz bwk?? well, time kt highway r ley speed, klu dkt2 cni, fiz bwk 70 je... dlm kul 1 fiz n ayh brtolak g kmj... plek kn?? hahaha act nk anta brg.. da alang2 g muar kn, g r drop kt kmj... anta beg tarik n bear je... sab2 ni bru blk tul2... seronoknye...!! blek nnt dpt tdo ats tilam bru... huhuhu.. dr tgkak lbh krg kul 3.30pm, ayh drive smpai jb... smpat gk r singgah ayer hitam bli putu... smpai umh pn b4 azan asar... besh gk r g jmpe aniz td.. lme x jmpe dye... dy dh gelap da... k r fiz nk tgk tgk kpop... oh btw, klu rjen, g r tgk lgu JOJO from SHINEE... sdey beb... x r sdey sgt, tp quite r... oh ngn lgu SECRET from KIM DONGWAN.. chow..

p/s : miss him lyke hell...

boring....

smlm ak kne cakar ngn shindong
huhuhu
pedih ya amat....!
sume gara2 ak lpaskn dy, n dye gado ngn kucing jiran...
what a bad day
thank GOD xkne tgn kiri, just a little scratch kt right wrist
dh r 2 ari b4 dat ak kne cakar ngn ank dye kt kaki...
dorunk [ my cats ] ni ske sgt men kejar2..
last2 owner gk yg kne....

antare my favorite songs...!
by the way, the original ver. actually in korean / japanese
kt bwh ni cme eng sub je...
sje je nk share mnt ak ngn korunk
hehehe

I WAS CRAZY ABOUT YOU [ 2PM ]
How will I ever know?
Why should I let you go?
Why? Why?
What about our love,
Can't let go
you've ripped my heart (Oh no)
Couldn't even tell you to stay
and all I did was watch you leave
Now it's too late to regret
and day by day I'm going crazy
and I am going crazy as I think about you
Yes, I am crazy for you
I was crazy (I'm sorry girl)
for you (I'm so sorry girl)
I couldn't even say it, and I let you go
She is (I'm so sorry girl)
getting farther and farther (I'm so sorry girl)
Love can't do this to me!

HEARTBEAT [ 2PM ]
no matter who i meet
i can't open a part of my heart
and i keep leaving a space for you
there's no reason for you to come back
but my heart keeps believing that you might come back
why won't it listen?
listen to my heartbeat
it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat
it's waiting for you
it still doesn't know it's over
i don't understand why it's like this
listen to my heartbeat
it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat
it's waiting for you
i still hurt at the thought of you
i think of you everytime my heart beats

THE NAME THAT I LOVED [ ONEW ( SHINEE ) ]
the name that i loved once in this life
has been going further and further away from me
i am writing your name on a paper
and will forever keep it in my heart
from that day i realized that i will only love you forever
love that can't be together can also be known as LOVE
i can't handle the memories of love and feelings of being alone
i can't start this
i can only miss you secretly in heart
my heart only left your body fragrance that i missed and always loved

JOJO [ SHINEE ]
jojo
when the sad music flows, i think of you
jojo
you are so cruel, why can't i erase you?
hey, my jojo
love, yes jojo
stay, what did i do wrong?
i was blind
hey, my jojo
love, my jojo
stay, you trampled on my eyes
i was blind
so many nights i wonder why
what can i do to make it right
everyting will be alright
so jojo just tell me why

SORRY SORRY ANSWER [SUPER JUNIOR ]
i can't imagine if i lost you
living life without you
i'll remember this moment
i'll promise it
a sunflower boy looking at you like the first time
as if you had be sent to save me
you let me have a loveful life
only that way i can have enough
finally you're in my life
sorry baby sorry baby
i only love you
i'm sorry
i'm really sorry
shawty baby shawty baby
i only look at you
i'm sorry
i think i really can't help it

MISTER [ KARA ]
in a glance you look good in my eyes
stealing glances at you i become a bit interested
tic toc tic toc, the time just keeps flowing
looking, looking my eyes keep going in your direction
smile, smile just smiling to you
now, now look over here
hey there there mister
look over here please mister
yes you mister
come to my side mister
hey here mister
now look at me mister
i've wanted you for a while
what's your name mister

SECRET [ KIM DONGWAN ( SHINHWA ) ]
you left me cold heartedly
however not being able to see you
i'm despising myself for getting weary
grabbing my heart
that is breaking wide open
i am to you
calling you
shouting to you
there is no response
your appearance is fading
now
i didn't even get to tell you i love you
i'm begin to hate you
don't like you
love you
i need you came back baby my love

HONEY [ KARA ]
my only honey honey honey
you have to turn around
honey honey honey
i've always wanted you and you only
oh baby honey honey honey
my heart's honey honey honey
i'm sincerely looking at you and only you
hey baby my little honey
came from heaven right here to save me
one touch that's all it takes
complete with you, no regrets
i need you by my side
i'll love you long through day and night
deep inside i know you're mine
no more words
kiss me goodnight

LOVE LIKE THIS [ SS501 ]
hey girl! today you look prettier
you're the guardian of my heart's key girl
if i think of you, i tremble so much
precious you , my baby baby
why don't you get it?
why don't you get me?
take this entire heart that wants you
i don't need anything else, the only thing i want, your love!
love come to me, you like this
so love, i'm waiting for you girl
true love, come close, you like this
one love, you to me, come to me

WEDDING DRESS [ TAEYANG ( BIG BANG ) ]
baby
don't hold his hand when he comes to you
coz' you should be my lady
i've been waiting for you for so long
look at me now
when the music starts
you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him
how i prayed everynight
that this day would never come
the wedding dress you're wearing
the wedding dress you're wearing
it's not me ( next to you )

WHY DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU [ DBSK ]
why did i end up falling for you
no matter how much time has passed
i still thought you were right here
but you've already choose a different path
why couldn't i call out to you at all?
every day and night growing emotions
and words overflow

IT'S YOU [ SUPER JUNIOR ]
i don't need anyone else, it's only you
when you ask again, it's only you
even if you already have another lover
i can't forget you, i can't turn back around
the moment my eyes began to burn
the moment my heart was captured by you
i have no regrets, i chose you
that's right, it's you
oh i
whatever anyone anyone says it doesn't matter to me
whoever curses me, i'll only look at you
even when i'm born again, it's still only you
(tic toc tic toc) even as time goes by
oh i
when you tell me you love me thousands and millions of time
even when my heart sets on fire
my dry lips wear out
even when i'm born again it's still only you
(tic toc tic toc) even as time goes by

actually, byk lg tp nnt pnuh r lak....
erm... xpe r...
len kali ak msukkn lg....
dun worry....
bkn lgu korea / japanese lg....
[ ak tau rmai x ske lgu korea ]
k r ak chow dlu....
mau tdo...
dh kul 5 pg r...

p/s : klu korunk x ske ak msukkn lgu2 korea / japanese, ak peduli hape
ni ak nye page, ske ati ak r nk wt pe pn...
sori klu de yg terase....

slh spe??

x psl2 ak kne mra....
npe sorg ayh nk mra ble tgu ank dy??
npe??
kn tu tgu ank pompuan dy... bknny pmpuan len pn...
tu ke nmeny kasih syg sorg ayh??
slh ke seorang ayh tgu ank dy hbz tusyen kt tmpt tusyen??
slh ke??
setahu ak x kn??
ak tau r dy xske tgu org...
tp tu kn ank dy...
slame ni pn org yg tgu dye..
x pnh pn kteorg merungut...
dy tgu org 5 saat pn dh bising...
klu mama yg bising, ak xksh r...
ak tau mama pnt,
blk kje kne uruskn ank2, msk lg, bsuh bju lg...
ayh?? relax...
slme ni mama yg wt kje umh, anta dorg g skul n tusyen
xpnh pn mama merungut
ayh?
bg duit n make sure sume settle.
npe sume tanggungjawb parents sumeny mama tanggung?
npe?!
it's not fair!!
kn sharing is caring...
now ni slh spe??
ak ke, ayh ak??

bkn dlm ISLAM yg wt sume kje umh tu kje LELAKI ke??
yg ak tau kje pmpuan lahirkn ank n jge ank...
n MEMBANTU suami...
dats all.
Nabi Muhammad pn x pnh suruh Aisyah jahitkan bju baginda yg terkoyak...
laki zmn skunk??
goyang kaki... jnji sume siap
sume kje pompuan wt
msk xsdp, mengamuk
slh wt air, meradang
x phm ak MAN nowdays...
ssh tol nk jmpe laki yg phm tanggungjawab as suami cara ISLAM!
huh!

dak laki skunk lak, HAMPEH!
i mean x sume r...
certain je...
yg baik tu ok r..
yg jht tu, cm setan!
ble dh dpt pe yg dy nk, pompuan tu ditinggalkn terkontang-kanting
habis madu sepah dibuang
klu pompuan tu pregnant, mcm2 alsn dy bg
kte tu bkn ank dye...
sng nye ckp....
klu ak jmpe laki cm tu,mmg nahas r dy!!
dh 'wt' tu, sme2 r tanggung BANGANG!!
dh tau mnde tu HARAM dlm ISLAM, wt gk
klu dh xthn sgt tu, kawen je r BODO...
pe r BANGANG sgt dak2 skunk ni...
x phm ak..


p/s : sori... hormone x stabil + nga bengang yg thp... tu yg kua mcm2 tu..
spe2 yg terase tu, sori...
x mean pn...

beNg@ng T@h@p

syg....
i luv all those smiles
pls keep em
they were so sweet

shit!!
i really hate those words...!!
y?
coz i hate it!!!
ak xksh r klu words SYG 2 tuk family
tp dy pnggl his petsis yg dlu nearly jd gf dy SYG...!!
bengang siot!!
mmg r now ni 2 petsis dy..
ak nk ckp sket..
spe x bengang klu bf dy pnggl org len syg ke, darling ke...
xksh r, petsis ke, petbro ke, ex dorg ke, kwn ke [opposite sex],
klu korunk, msti mrh gk kn???
klu x 2, mknenye korunk yg bangang!
klu dlu ak tau yg dyorng ske each other,
ak xkn ske kt dy r!!

to miss 'z',
im so sorry...
eventhough u kte u dh de org len,
tp i rse u still like him...

my heart..
my heart..
is still looking at you..
i don't know why i'm like this..
but..i can't stop
my heart won't listen
my heart..won't listen
why?
why?
i can't stop it now
i don't know why i'm like this
i'm still into you
my heart
is still..
beating..
for you....

Shit!!!
i hate myself!!
ak yg menyebabkn dyorg trpisah
bangang ny ak ni...!!
len kali mse kwn ngn dy, check dlu status dy...
dh de gf ke lom..
ni x..
msok ptong je jln org..
argh!!!
tension ak!!

1st tyme bloGGing..

hi everyone....
sje je nk merepek...
since this is my 1st time blogging
so, bosan sket r....


bosan dowh mlm ni...
coz de org nk msg..
huhu
td g persada de karnival u
ok r...
tp pnt dy still terase smpai skrang..
k r..
ak nk tgk kpop terchenta


adios...