blk umh..

ak smpai umh nk dkt kul 8 ari jumaat lepas... CNY holiday maa... huhu pas ak mnd, tros ciap2 g klinik... dokter kte, nnt g wt x-ray... tkot2 de serious injures... maybe ak kte wt fisioterapi... huhu xnk r... klu trok sgt, ak kne jmpe pakar orthopedic.... peh, kes berat ni..! ni sume gara2 ak jatoh mse form 4 dlu... igtkn skt sket je.. tp lately ni makin skt... tp klu dlm exm, LG skt coz kdg2 1 paper kne amek 2 hours..! klu dduk, xsmpai 1 jam ak dh gelisah... doc de gk bg pain killer, tp effect dye kjp je r... lbh krg 2 hours after dat, skt blek... myb b4 blk jmc ak g wt x-ray kt hospital...

awk, sori psl ari 2... xmean pn nk wt awk sket ati + bad mood.... kdg2 honey rse yg i'm not 4 u... honey slalu wt awk mra, bad mood n sket ati whenever kte jmpe... xmean pn nk wt awk cm 2, tp honey xley nk avoid.... kdg2 honey ckp bnde yg ley wt awk sket ati + mra tnpe honey sda... honey tau ble awk bce ni msti awk mra... tp honey just nk ckp pe yg honey rse... honey tau yg honey ni not like your 1st love... cme kdg2 honey rse i'm not your honeyB... i think 'she' deserve to get your love, not me coz i'm just a 3rd person that came to your life and ruined everything.. even though she already let you go, but i think she's still waiting for you... pmpuan je yg rse pe pmpuan len rse.... trust me.. i miss u so much!! i really do... i'm so sorry.. honey tau awk akn mra ble bce ni...

that you love me, it's a lie
that you miss me, it's your lie
that you'll come back again, it's your lie
it's all lie
that you'll protect me, it's a lie
that you can't live without me, it's your lie
if you're leaving like this, leaving me like this
then why did you make a promise with me?
if it's not you i can't, i can't
if it's not you, i really don't want it
why did you keep pushing me away?
why did you let go of my hand?
how did we become like this?
how did we get to this point?
i shouldn't do this, i know i shouldn't but i can't let you go
making me hurt
making me sad
even if i begged you that you lied to me, it's no use
what do i do?
if you leave, what can i do?
how was this person originally?
a person that leaves coldly
you're really mean
you're really bad
making me cry like this
that i should leave, it's a lie
that i shouldn't look back, it's your lie
that i shouldn't look for you again, it's your lie
it's all lie
that i should forget, it's a lie
that we've become to an end, it's your lie
no matter how much i think about it,
i can't do it without you
come back to me again
i feel like dying
i can't do anything without you
i only cry, i can't accept these words of farewell
my heart aches again, i'm really going crazy like this
please come back to me
once again, please come back to me

p/s : dedicated 2 a person that i treasure + love the most...
sorry dear....
and about the lyric, i don't know why... i just thought the lyric suits my feeling right now ( i know actually it doesn't )