RagAm oRanG

ASSALAMUALAIKUM....

da lama x update blog ni...
harap semua sihat

hari ni nak cerita sikit pasal ragam manusia
memandangkan aku sekarang kerja di hospital
so macam2 ragam and perangai orang yang aku da lihat and jumpa
dengan MO Anaest ( Dr bius ), Specialist, Surgeon, M.A (medical assistant), staffnurse and male nurse, PPK, tu belum lagi dengan HO (houseman), patients, family patients lagi....
macam2 ragam...

walaupun kadang2 rasa macam nak meletop, tapi tu semua buat aku belajar bersabar dengan karenah dorang
since masuk nursing school dulu, aku da belajar macam mana nak control hot tempered aku, bersabar dengan karenah orang (walaupun kadang2 rasa nak belasah and terajang orang... tu memang aku tak nafikan)
haha...
kadang2 aku sendiri tak sangka yang aku boleh control hot tempered aku...

pernah satu ketika dulu masa aku baru habis tagging kt OT, masa tu senior x ada sebab pergi toilet.
tinggal la aku sorang2 kt reception OT
Specialist suruh panggil patient X, Surgeon suruh panggil patient Y, MO Anaest kat dalam OR suruh panggil patient Z, dengan telefon bunyi x henti2,
pastu semua org cakap serentak... mana tak stress?
masa tu rasa nak menjerit je tapi at last,, aku menangis....
malu sey...
sampai surgeon cakap, "Eh, ko nangis ke budak? laa... aku kan x marah ko... jangan la nangis..." "ko relax.. slow2... pastu ko panggil patient aku"
masa tu memang da x tau nak letak muka kat mana...
sampai cleaner OT yang nak mintak cop aku pun terdiam tengok aku menangis...
sebab budak2 OT tau yang aku ni jenis yang happy-go-lucky, suke senyum..

tu belum lagi dengan surgeon yang demand nak ni or nak tu
lain surgeon, lain style..
bila da slalu assist dorang, automatically kita akan tau his/her next step
dengan HO yang selalu blur, lagi2 bila baru tukar department...
kadang2 kesian juga dengan HO sebab selalu sangat kena marah...
(Kadang2 aku pun marah HO... huhu sorry...)
tapi kalau x kena marah / tegur, nanti korang ulang kesalahan korang tu...
kitaorang as staffnurse sendiri pun selalu kena tegur dengan Dr/ Sister

haha..
tapi seronok jugak bila da bergaul dengan pelbagai karenah orang ni...
dunia2..
walaupun penat (serius penat!), tapi aku tetap seronok dengan kerja aku...
Alhamdulillah... walaupun dengan gaji yang x seberapa, aku still boleh survive and seronok sangat dikelilingi kawan2 yang boleh masuk kepala...

conclusion nya,
walau apa pun pekerjaan kita, susah mana pun pekerjaan kita,
kita kena la tetap bersyukur dengan rezeki yang Allah bagi
x susah pn sehari at least sekali ucap Alhamdulillah...
and kalau boleh, cuba suka and rasa seronok bila kita berkerja..
jangan la mengeluh sebab kita sendiri yang pilih pekerjaan ni...
jujur cakap, sebenarnya aku sendiri pun x suka kerja nurse
tapi since start praktikal masa semester 1 dulu, aku da ter'fall in love' dengan kerja ni...


thats all..
adios
xoxo
Assalamualaikum

This KiSs

suka sangat dengar lagu ni...
sebab.... ntah la..
maybe sebab lagu ni cam best???
haha..
rasanya ada yang terasa kot pasal lagu ni...
nway, enjoy~!

This KiSs - Carly Rae Jepsen

I went out last night,

I'm going out tonight again,

Anything to capture your attention ( your attention )

And she's a real sweet girl,

And you know I got a boy,

Details we both forgot to mention ( forgot to mention )

And you, I always know where you are,

And you always know where I am,

We're taking it way too far,

But I don't want it to end.

This kiss is something I can't resist,

Your lips are undeniable,

This kiss is something I can't risk,

Your heart is unreliable,

Something so sentimental,
You make so detrimental,
And I wish it didn't feel like this,

Cause I don't wanna miss this kiss,

I don't wanna miss this kiss.

You know you're just my type,

And your eyes are lock and key, to my heart,

Tempting my confession ( my confession )

And you're a real hot thing,

But you know I've got a boy somewhere,

So can you feel the tension.

And you, I'm dancing to where you are,

And you dancing where to I am,

We're taking it way too far,

But I don't want it to end

But if you ask me to,

I couldn't, I couldn't, I

You're leaning closer and,

I shouldn't, I shoudn't, I

But if you ask me to,

I couldn't, I couldn't, I

You're leaning closer and,

I shouldn't, I shoudn't, I

I don't wanna miss this kiss.

setiap ayat tu ada maksudnya..
^_^

I STALK YOUR PROFILE

Assalammualaikum semua..

masa 1st time dengar lagu ni, aku gelak sorang2 sebab ada terasa sikit ngn lagu ni...
pastu ada touching sikit (emo sat)
seriously memang terasa dengar lagu ni...
tu dulu la.. now da tak terasa da... (ye ke?? ade sikit kot.. huhu)
every word tu memang terkena batang hidung sendiri..

Ohhh..
Ini kisah sedihku
Aku mengharapkan sesuatu yang tak pasti
Disaat kau di sisiku..
Hidupku terasa indah
Hidupku penuh warna warni seperti pelangi..
Ku akui ku rindukan mu,
Saat kau tiada di sisi
Hancur hatiku bila kau sudah berpunya..

I stalk your profile
When I miss you,
Tengok semua gambar you tanpa jemu
I stalk your profile
When I miss you,
Adakah kau juga memikirkan ku,
Semua gambar-gambar you bersama si dia
Dalam caption nya katamu "aku cinta dia"
Reaksiku meluat tapi sedih pun ada
Memang kau ini player tapi malangnya ku mau kau jua

I stalk your profile
When I miss you,
Tengok semua gambar you tanpa jemu
I stalk your profile
When I miss you,
Adakah kau juga memikirkan ku,
Kau seolah memberiku harapan
Disaat sunyi.. rasa kesepian
Kau seolah.. memainkan perasaan
Ingin ku membencimu tapi aku yang tak tahan

I stalk your profile
When I miss you,
Tengok semua gambar you tanpa jemu
I stalk your profile
When I miss you,
Adakah kau juga memikirkan ku,

I stalk your profile
When I miss you,
Tengok semua gambar you tanpa jemu
adakah cinta dibalas...

seriously memang tak boleh dengar lagu ni...
kalau dengar, mesti gelak sorang2..
hahaha...
haish~ hafidz hafidz..
benda da lepas da.. tak payah la nak ungkit lagi..
dia pun da tak ingat kau lagi..
move on babe

love is you

baby i love u,
love u,
love u so much,
and i miss u,
miss u when u're gone,
baby i need u,
need u,
need u so much,
since i found that love is u... ♥♥♥

syg u bb.. :)

can't get him out of my mind...

lately ni npe ak asyik t'pikir kn dye??

da r bf org...

ya tuhan, malu nye.....

aritu mse nk tdo, ak bce r novel 'sutera bidadari' sbb x saba nk abskn pengembaraan Sunan yang ak minat tu... pastu ak xley tdo... punye r ak golek kiri, golek kanan, pn xley tdo gk...

tetibe ak t'igt kn dye... pejam mte ak nmpak dye, bkk mte pn ak nmpak dye...

aish~ problem r lak....

kn bes klu ak xknl dye n dye pn xknl ak...

npe r ak ley ske org nye bf?? ley kate kn org yg ak ske sume nye org nye....

klu de yg single lak, msti dye kte 'sye syg awk cm adk sye' or 'sye syg awk tp x byk smpai i can bring u in my life'

hish~ musykil ak...

L.O.V.E is sweet but it hurs me the most

KAWHIN ? ? ?

alamak!! de org kte nk kawen ngn sye r... camne ni?? tlg2!!! sye x ready lg nk kawen!!! sye bru je 19 tahun 4 bln... dye kte "syg, kte tunang" and i was like "WHAT?? cn u repeat??" dlm ati, wut da hell!! gle ke pe mamat ni?? sye ckp r, "u ni npe?? klu father i tau, mampos i... study x abs lg, da gatal nk kawen.." and he said" syg, lpas u abs study, kte kawen ea?? " pulak... sye bru je knl dye.. xsampai 4 bln... tu pn kt fb.. jmpe pn x pnh... aigoo~ cmne ni??

seriously, hati sye mmg da tertutup.... stakat nk kwn, xpe... tp nk kawen??!! gulp!! mntak maap la... sye mmg xde ati kt awk... hati sye lom t'buka utk bawa lelaki yg bergelar 'SUAMI' dlm hidup sye... sye x nafikan dlu mmg de someone yg sye rse bole bawa dye ke dlm idup sye... tp 2 dlu... bkn skarang... skarang sye hepi hidup sendiri... single but NOT AVAILABLE... i repeat 'NOT AVAILABLE!!!'

tlg phm ye~

sye memerlukn seseorg yg ley terime sye seadenye, yg ley wt sye hepi, ketawa, sdey... yg ley syg sye cmne sye syg dye. yg ley protect sye, bkn yg ske amek kesempatan kt sye... yg ley bg sye nasihat, bimbing sye... stakat ni sye x jmpe lg my romeo... i need someone yg can attract me by the way he look at me, the way he talk, the way he smiles, the way he protect me...

and i need someone who will love only me...

n klu awk rse awk layak jd my romeo, awk fikir dlu... adakah awk di dlm dilema sekarang?? de 2 gurl yg awk syg n xtau nk plih yg mne utk jd tman awk?? sye nasihatkan better awk pilih dye... sye xnk awk menyesal ssb plih sye... even sye syg awk sgt2 pn, it's not worth it... sye ske tgk awk hepi ngn dye even sye yg t'luka... hati sye ni mmg da slalu kne jahit... meaning, sye da slalu dilukai n sye xksh sbb sye da immune (ye ke?? kot~)...

OK ! !

we're back, we're back in the game

i'm back, back, back, back to single
i'm back, back, back, back to single
it's brave!
i thought i shouldn't think anyone but you
i believed that i would do things only for you
if not it wasn't love
if it's not the you i loved, i can't think of anyone else
it's crazy but my heart believed this illusion
i wouldn't know if i died
the arrogant you is ok, anything you do is ok, i was a such pathetic fool
this has to end now
ok, it's ok, i'm alright without you
ok, it's ok, don't be so conceited
ok, it's ok, i don't want to live with a beggar
ok, it's ok ; ok, it's ok
let's go party now, let's have fun
rock your body now, shake crazily
let's go party now, let's get drunk tonight
move your body now, it's fun even without you
i'm back again as a gorgeous single, i can remove our couple ring
now without guilt, i can go to club again
i don't love you no more, it's time to gotta go
hope you find what you lookin' for
now i don't have to noticed you, i can meet other girls comfortably
out of your imprisonment, i can enjoy myself freely
you, get out quickly, get back to the game
you are no more no.1 on my handphone's speed dial
it's gone ; it's gone
you ain't no more my baby, i'm free
it's crazy but my heart believed this illusion
i wouldn't know if i died
the arrogant you is ok, anything you do is ok, i was a such pathetic fool
this has to end now
ok, it's ok, i'm alright without you
ok, it's ok, don't be so conceited
ok, it's ok, i don't want to live with a beggar
ok, it's ok ; ok, it's ok
back in the market
besides me now
i don't care!
uh, uh UKISS
uh, uh like this
uh, uh like that
somebody say WOO~AH!
uh, uh UKISS
uh, uh we ok
uh, uh ain't no break
somebody WOO~AH!
ok, it's ok, i'm alright without you
ok, it's ok, don't be so conceited
ok, it's ok, i don't want to live with a beggar
ok, it's ok ; ok, it's ok
let's go party now, let's have fun
rock your body now, shake crazily
let's go party now, let's get drunk tonight
move your body now, it's fun even without you
ok, it's ok ; ok, it's ok

orientasi + frenz + lost ♥

Hatiku masih, seperti dulu…~ ^^

Hahaha merepek je aku ni. Hari ni tetibe je rasa nak tulis blog. Rasenye sgt byk nk tulis ni. Lame tak singgah sini… rindu sangat.

1st July aritu aku masuk nursing college kt Melaka… agak seronok tapi agak scary coz da lame tak duduk dengan senior… camne ye perasaan duduk dgn senior blk?? Hmm… after daftar, g masuk bilik, dapat 1 bilik dengan kak ain.. akak tu budak sem 5… ok r.. boleh msuk kepala aku… tak sangka yang dia ni org Johor jugak… org Tmn U.. nampaknya ada can la aku balik dengan dia raya ni… masa minggu orientasi tu agak sakit hati coz mmg kena dengan senior habis-habisan… tapi sangat seronok… dekat sini male nursing ada 2 org… senior Rizal [ sem 5 ] n senior Sharil [sem 4 ]… masa minggu orientasi ada kembara [ ala-ala treasure hunt ] seronok tak terkata…memang tension la sampai ada budak yang menangis. Ingat lagi masa kena conteng muka kawan sendiri dengan tanah yang dicampur air.. hahaha ala-ala mask gitu…hahaha at last kteorg sume dpt mkn cekodok bawang yang kami buat sendiri dan masak dengan kayu api…kelakar sangat.. de yang hangus, de yang tak masak dalam. Masak cekodok sampai baju kteorg pn bau asap! Sangat rindu keseronokkan masa tu... kteorg pn de diberi assignment iaitu kene amek sume signature sem 5 except senior Rizal coz dia duduk luar. Peh! Tak cm bangang lak kn.. kelam kabut semua org msa tu..haha takot x dapat amek sume sign.. at least r dpt sume sign MPP. Ok r tu.. dorang suruh buat tu pn sbb nk kteorg knl senior n bende tu pn da diluluskan oleh lectures. The next week, da start masuk kelas… peh! Tak cam bengong pulak kan kepala otak kteorg… coz sume cm tak ready lg nk belajar.. subject kt sini sumenye interesting.. Anatomy and Physiology [ANP ], Microbiology, Behavioral Science, n Nursing Science 1 & 2… lectures pn ok2… 17th July, 17 org budak bru daftar. Akhirnya kelas ak genap ada 74 org sumenye… ramai kan?? Tapi klu ikutkan, sem 5 lg ramai. Dorang de 100 org…

Kt sini ak dpt bestie, nme group kteorg ‘Double Trio’. Mesti pelik kn? Actually kteorg ni gabung 2 group. Ak rapat ngan Nabil n Te’a. Yang 1 lg group tu Pika, Zie n JJ. Camne kteorg ley gabung ye?? Oh, ni sume gara-gara Nabil n Te’a ajk aku g makan kt luar.. dorang suruh aku ajak Zie n Pika coz Nabil da ajak JJ. Since that kteorg sgt rapat. Klu mse rehat, kteorg share mknn even though mmg x ckup. Hahaha act kteorg ni sume sgt kuat mkn!g klas sama-sama, klu mkn, msti conquer 1 meja. Smpai budak2 klas pn jeles… ye la, kteorg akn share food even though bwk / bli sikit. Kalau outing pn msti sesama. Memang sangat seronok hangout ngan dorang coz sume perangai gila2.. esp Te’a.. kt sni ak knl sorg bdak ni.. dye ni VIP. Wow! Xsngka jmpe Korean lovers kt sini.. ak pggl dye VIP, JJ pggl dye GD [ dye sgt mnt kt GD ] n Te’a pggl dye Harun [coz dye duduk kt Tmn Dato’ Harun ] actually nme dye Adila.. Kt sini ak suruh dorang sume pggl ak Hafiz since ak da biasa dgn nme tu since sekolah rendah lg. even seniors n lectures pn pggl ak Hafiz. Lagipun de sorang budak ni nme dye Saidatul Affiza.. kteorg pggl dye kak Fiza.Ari tu g bazar n accidentally terserempak ngn Dauz. Hahaha pe lg, ak paw r dye.. ak paw sate je.. x saba nk kuar ngn Dauz lg. Dia je r bdak mtrx yg ak rapat kt cni.

Kenapa tetibe ak rse rndu kt Ajeez?? Wae?? Ish, I really hate this feeling. Stop it Fiz!! He already has someone that love him more than u do. U knew that right? Urgh!! Npe tetibe muka dia muncul pulak!! Kan ko da janji nk lepaskan dia?? Paling x suka klu chatting ngn Ayie, Daus, Fa, Nana, Oniey, Fara n Izt coz dorang slalu tnye, “ko ok x?” peh! Ak memang xboleh dengar ayt tu sbb confirm2 ak akn nanges… Npe la ak dpt nursing kt Melaka?? Da r 1st love Ajeez tu kt Melaka. Buatnye klu2 terserempak ngan Ajeez n 1st love dye, ak rse ak da terduduk da. Ari tu ak g dining coz nk online, ble ak buka myspace 1st love dye, ak nmpk ayt ni, “ILY periuk” automatic air mata ak jatuh. Ak xtau npe. Fiz, u’ve already promise yg u xkn nanges lg kn?? Xkn keluarkn air mata utk lelaki lg kn?? Then y are u crying now?? Do u still love him?? U’ve already know yg they love each other kn?? Then y ko tetibe potong jln?? U’ve seen in his n her myspace yg dorg tu ‘Mr & Mrs Periuk’ kn?? Sgt rse bersalah. Npe dlu Ajeez layan ak baik?? Klu dia layan biasa2 msti kita bertiga x jd cm ni kn?? Tears, plz r jgn kuar lg. Am tired with all the things that happened this year. Y does it hurt so bad?? U were never mine from the start. Still my love was not enough, though I’ve given u my all. Juz accept the fate that its not written in Heaven that he is yours. Be happy coz he was a part of your life, the 1st person that can make u feel secure whenever he’s with u. N the most important thing is that he reminds me of my daddy coz his attitude is quite similar with my dad. Urgh! Stop thinking bout him! But I really can’t. I can still remember the way he hug me, the way he’s holding my hand, the way he look at me… Shit!! Stop it ok??! He already has his ‘Mrs. Periuk’

Happy ble bce ‘ILY periuk’ coz I know she starts smiling again. I know both of them happy.. Ak pgg ayt ni dr dlu n Insyaallah smpai akhir hayat ak, ‘Am wiling to do anything to make people around me happy even though am the one who will suffer. N am willing to let go the person that I love to make someone else happy coz he/she deserve to be happy with their love one.’

for him...

really wanna sing this song to him
coz i promised him that i will him sing a song
only now i know what song should i sing for him

FT ISLAND - Always Be Mine

i hear you breath
you're lying close to me
the shadows gone
i have found my peace
you make me calm
with you i'm safe from harm
and right by your side i'll stay through the night till eternity
that's the way it will be

and i wonder what you're dreaming of
you're so peaceful when you sleep
everything i want everything i need
is lying here in front of me

and if i ever lose my power to fly
then your love takes me high
i'll always be true to you
sometimes i think i might lose it all
guess the chances are small
cause you hold me close i feel you near
don't let go say you'll always be here
just hold me tight and i'll be fine
dreaming you will always be mine

just like the sun
you make me warm inside
like a soft summer breeze a moment to seize so true
i won't stop loving you

and i wonder what you're dreaming of
you're so peaceful when you sleep
everything i want everything i need
is lying here in front of me

and if i ever lose my power to fly
then your love takes me high
i'll always be true to you
sometimes i think i might lose it all
guess the chances are small
cause you hold me close i feel you near
don't let go say you'll always be here
just hold me tight and i'll be fine
dreaming you will always be mine

beza cinta, sayang, suka dan minat.....

Cinta - Kita memang mengharapkan dia menjadi milik kita. Segala apa yang kita buat, kalau buleh nak dia tahu.. dan kita sebuleh mungkin tak nak sakitkan hati dia. kita akan sentiasa berfikir tentang dirinya.(dalam erti lain : cinta di tujukan kepada seseorang yg kita selalu ingat dan mimpi.. Tanpanya kita akan rasa sunyi dan kita cintakan sepenuh jiwa dengan hati yg ikhlas kepadanya walaupun dia buat tak tau je)

Sayang - Kita memerlukan dia di masa kita mahukan seseorang untukberkongsi rahsia dan kisah duka kita. selalunya kita akan sayangkan seseorang yang menjadi TELINGA kepada masalah kita. (dalam erti lain : sayang di tujukan kepada seseorang yang boleh membuangkan masa dia untuk mendengar dan memeningkan kepalanya dgn masalah kita dan kita jugak boleh menyakitkan hati dia kerana kita bukannya cinta kepadanya)

Suka - Kita sukakan dia kerana dia kelakar. Dia happy-go-lucky.Bila bersama dengan dia, kita rasa nak tergelak sampai nak pecah perut. Tapi, kita taklah rindu sangat kat dia bila tak berjumpa seminggu…(dalam erti lain : suka di tujukan kepada seseorang yang boleh menjadi pelawak kepada kita. Kita akan suruh dia diam sekirangnya keng kita dah nak pecah…)

Minat - Apa sesuatu pada dirinya yang menarik kita untuk mendekatinya.(dalam erti lain : minat ditujukan kepada seseorang yang ada sifat,peribadi atau barang yang kita mahukan… )

Tetapi kita kena ingat bahawa tanpa minat , suka dan sayang kita tidak akan CINTA pada seseorang itu


credit::fieza

kesedihan yg amat

akhirnya ak terpaksa melepaskan 'dia' malam td...... tak sangka sampai disini saja hubungan kami.... kalau ada jodoh ngan 'dia', adalah.. klu x, hope 'dia' dpt org yg lg baik dari ku.. ak dh jnji ngan 'dia' yg ak xkn nanges lg tp... xley nk thn coz airmata kua sndri.... maybe sbb ak syg sgt kt 'dia'.. ak admit yg ak xprnh rse cmni ngn ex2 ak dlu... abs call 'dia' je ak trun bwh tgk tv ngn aniz. kt tv 2 de rancangan istimewa bersama liza hanim "p.ramlee dalam kenangan" membuatkan airmata ku kelua tnpa ku seda... lagi2 pabila liza hanim menyanyikan

"dimana kan ku cari ganti"
dimana kan ku cari ganti
serupa denganmu
tak sanggup ku berpisah
dan berhati patah
hidup gelisah
alangkah pedih rasa ahti
selama kau pergi
tinggalku sendirian tiada berteman
dalam kesepian

dan lagu

"jangan tinggal daku"
Jangan tinggal daku
Oh kasih oh sayangku
Dinda sedang rindu
Padamu yang selalu ku puja
Hanya dikau seorang
Oh bintang oh pujaan
Tempat kasih sayang
Harapan di masa hadapan

yang pernah popular satu masa dlu.. ak naik ke bilik dgn harapan ak akn berhenti nanges.... tatkala ak buka radio, airmataku jatuh pabila terdengar lgu

"my all"
I'm thinking of you
in sleepless solitude tonight
if it's wrong to love you
then my heart just won't let me be right
cause I've drowned in you
and i won't pull through
without you by my side

.... buka mp3 pula, lgu

"never be replaced"
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

yg terpasang... lg sdey.. coz ak prnh nyanyi lgu ni kt dpn 'dia'.. kenapa lah time ak nk memulihkan kesedihan, lgu2 yg sdey pulak dimainkan di tv, radio dan mp3... ak terasa cm diaorg sengaja membuatku lg sdey... bagi ku, biar lah ak menangis sepuas-puas nya mlm ni coz after tonight ak xkn rse cm mlm ni lg.... lgpn, org kata, menangis boleh release stress.... jam di phone ku menunjukkan pukul 12.45 am dan cahaya bulan penuh menerangi ruang bilik ku tapi ak masih tidak boleh melelapkan mataku... hampir 1 jam ak menangis mse call td membuat ak terasa pnt sgt tp mataku masih x boleh lelap... dh golek2 pn xley tido gak... ak pn xsda bila ak terlelap..... ak terseda pn pabila ak terdengar bunyi loceng sekolah memandangkan rumah ak terletak di belalakang sekolah rendah... Alhamdulillah, lps shower td ak dh okey... tp mataku sgt sakit n agk bengkak akibat byk menangis mlm td.... mungkin ni takdirku... ak berserah... lgpn kami telah berjanji klu kami dh xboleh bersama lg, we still can be friends... Insyaallah BFF...

love quotes

cinta tidak akan indah jika pasangan tidak mampu menjadi sahabat bagi pasangannya. kekasih terbaik adalah sahabat terhebat

cinta bukan sekadar perasaan menyayangi semata-mata, tetapi apa yang lebih penting adalah harus juga ada keikhlasan kerana perasaan menyayangi itu boleh datang dan pergi begitu saja. cinta juga tidak akan berakhir kerana memang cinta tidak harus berakhir

ketika kamu mencintai seseorang, janganlah menharapkan balasan. jika kamu memikirkan hal tersebut, kamu bukan mencintai tetapi cuba untuk mengharapkan sesuatu

cintailah seseorang seperti sungai yang akan mengalir selamanya. kerana jika kamu mencintai seseorang seperti bunga, bunga akan mati saat musim berganti

saat mencintai seseorang, kamu harus mempersiapkan diri untuk penderitaan. bukan cinta andai ianya hanya membahagiakan

jangan pernah merasa takut untuk jatuh cinta kerana akn terasa menyakitkan saat kamu diabaikan ataupun kamu sendiri yang menyebabkan rasa sakit itu tercipta. jangan terlalu mengikuti kata hati kerana akan membuat kamu semakin terluka dan terus menerus menangis merenung rasa sakit itu

saat mencintai seseorang, jangan pernah berharap si dia akan mencintai kamu sama seperti kamu mencintainya. kerana salah seorang di antara kamu pasti akan memberikan lebih dan seorang lagi kurang


sebuah cinta sejati mampu mendengarkan apa yang tidak dikatakan dan mengerti apa yang tidak dijelaskan. kerana cinta tidak datang dari mulut dan lidah ataupun fikiran seseorang, tetapi lahir dari hati yang paling dalam

info from remaja...
nway thnx fieza... lurve ya!



i admit yg i'm not perfect... tp hon akn berusaha utk menjd yg t'baik... i'll try to change my bad attitude... i promise that i will never leave u no matter what happen... n i promise that i will always love u... 1437!

blk umh..

ak smpai umh nk dkt kul 8 ari jumaat lepas... CNY holiday maa... huhu pas ak mnd, tros ciap2 g klinik... dokter kte, nnt g wt x-ray... tkot2 de serious injures... maybe ak kte wt fisioterapi... huhu xnk r... klu trok sgt, ak kne jmpe pakar orthopedic.... peh, kes berat ni..! ni sume gara2 ak jatoh mse form 4 dlu... igtkn skt sket je.. tp lately ni makin skt... tp klu dlm exm, LG skt coz kdg2 1 paper kne amek 2 hours..! klu dduk, xsmpai 1 jam ak dh gelisah... doc de gk bg pain killer, tp effect dye kjp je r... lbh krg 2 hours after dat, skt blek... myb b4 blk jmc ak g wt x-ray kt hospital...

awk, sori psl ari 2... xmean pn nk wt awk sket ati + bad mood.... kdg2 honey rse yg i'm not 4 u... honey slalu wt awk mra, bad mood n sket ati whenever kte jmpe... xmean pn nk wt awk cm 2, tp honey xley nk avoid.... kdg2 honey ckp bnde yg ley wt awk sket ati + mra tnpe honey sda... honey tau ble awk bce ni msti awk mra... tp honey just nk ckp pe yg honey rse... honey tau yg honey ni not like your 1st love... cme kdg2 honey rse i'm not your honeyB... i think 'she' deserve to get your love, not me coz i'm just a 3rd person that came to your life and ruined everything.. even though she already let you go, but i think she's still waiting for you... pmpuan je yg rse pe pmpuan len rse.... trust me.. i miss u so much!! i really do... i'm so sorry.. honey tau awk akn mra ble bce ni...

that you love me, it's a lie
that you miss me, it's your lie
that you'll come back again, it's your lie
it's all lie
that you'll protect me, it's a lie
that you can't live without me, it's your lie
if you're leaving like this, leaving me like this
then why did you make a promise with me?
if it's not you i can't, i can't
if it's not you, i really don't want it
why did you keep pushing me away?
why did you let go of my hand?
how did we become like this?
how did we get to this point?
i shouldn't do this, i know i shouldn't but i can't let you go
making me hurt
making me sad
even if i begged you that you lied to me, it's no use
what do i do?
if you leave, what can i do?
how was this person originally?
a person that leaves coldly
you're really mean
you're really bad
making me cry like this
that i should leave, it's a lie
that i shouldn't look back, it's your lie
that i shouldn't look for you again, it's your lie
it's all lie
that i should forget, it's a lie
that we've become to an end, it's your lie
no matter how much i think about it,
i can't do it without you
come back to me again
i feel like dying
i can't do anything without you
i only cry, i can't accept these words of farewell
my heart aches again, i'm really going crazy like this
please come back to me
once again, please come back to me

p/s : dedicated 2 a person that i treasure + love the most...
sorry dear....
and about the lyric, i don't know why... i just thought the lyric suits my feeling right now ( i know actually it doesn't )

MU@R...!!

ari ni fiz g visit aniz kt kem nasuha kt pagoh... fiz drive dr jb smpai pagoh... cbe guess fiz bwk bpe??? nk tau...?? fiz bwk 130km/j.. hehehe gle kn?? mule2 bwk 150, ayh kte, bwk 130 suda... pas 2 fiz pn bwk r 130.. nk speed, tp tkot ayh bising + tkot kne speed trap lak... dr umh lbh krg kul 10.15 am, smpai kt kem 2 lbh krg kul 11.30am.. lju kn fiz bwk?? well, time kt highway r ley speed, klu dkt2 cni, fiz bwk 70 je... dlm kul 1 fiz n ayh brtolak g kmj... plek kn?? hahaha act nk anta brg.. da alang2 g muar kn, g r drop kt kmj... anta beg tarik n bear je... sab2 ni bru blk tul2... seronoknye...!! blek nnt dpt tdo ats tilam bru... huhuhu.. dr tgkak lbh krg kul 3.30pm, ayh drive smpai jb... smpat gk r singgah ayer hitam bli putu... smpai umh pn b4 azan asar... besh gk r g jmpe aniz td.. lme x jmpe dye... dy dh gelap da... k r fiz nk tgk tgk kpop... oh btw, klu rjen, g r tgk lgu JOJO from SHINEE... sdey beb... x r sdey sgt, tp quite r... oh ngn lgu SECRET from KIM DONGWAN.. chow..

p/s : miss him lyke hell...

beNg@ng T@h@p

syg....
i luv all those smiles
pls keep em
they were so sweet

shit!!
i really hate those words...!!
y?
coz i hate it!!!
ak xksh r klu words SYG 2 tuk family
tp dy pnggl his petsis yg dlu nearly jd gf dy SYG...!!
bengang siot!!
mmg r now ni 2 petsis dy..
ak nk ckp sket..
spe x bengang klu bf dy pnggl org len syg ke, darling ke...
xksh r, petsis ke, petbro ke, ex dorg ke, kwn ke [opposite sex],
klu korunk, msti mrh gk kn???
klu x 2, mknenye korunk yg bangang!
klu dlu ak tau yg dyorng ske each other,
ak xkn ske kt dy r!!

to miss 'z',
im so sorry...
eventhough u kte u dh de org len,
tp i rse u still like him...

my heart..
my heart..
is still looking at you..
i don't know why i'm like this..
but..i can't stop
my heart won't listen
my heart..won't listen
why?
why?
i can't stop it now
i don't know why i'm like this
i'm still into you
my heart
is still..
beating..
for you....

Shit!!!
i hate myself!!
ak yg menyebabkn dyorg trpisah
bangang ny ak ni...!!
len kali mse kwn ngn dy, check dlu status dy...
dh de gf ke lom..
ni x..
msok ptong je jln org..
argh!!!
tension ak!!