he's gone,
forever,
leaving me alone,
no more ice-cream,
no more chocs,
no more riding motorbike with him,
i miss him so much,
i miss his voice,
miss his lecture,
miss you so much dear~
and i do miss u a lot lately...
although you had left about 11 years ago,
i am still missing you...
everytime i think about you, i'll cry,
i miss every moment that we shared,
arini 8 syawal, belum terlambat lagi nk ucap "SELAMAT HARI RAYA...!" di sini saya nk mintak maaf kalau2 selama ni saya ada terkasar bahasa, terkutuk korang ke, tertampar korang ke, dan banyak lagi lah 'ter'.. sori ye...
ak smpai umh nk dkt kul 8 ari jumaat lepas... CNY holiday maa... huhu pas ak mnd, tros ciap2 g klinik... dokter kte, nnt g wt x-ray... tkot2 de serious injures... maybe ak kte wt fisioterapi... huhu xnk r... klu trok sgt, ak kne jmpe pakar orthopedic.... peh, kes berat ni..! ni sume gara2 ak jatoh mse form 4 dlu... igtkn skt sket je.. tp lately ni makin skt... tp klu dlm exm, LG skt coz kdg2 1 paper kne amek 2 hours..! klu dduk, xsmpai 1 jam ak dh gelisah... doc de gk bg pain killer, tp effect dye kjp je r... lbh krg 2 hours after dat, skt blek... myb b4 blk jmc ak g wt x-ray kt hospital...
awk, sori psl ari 2... xmean pn nk wt awk sket ati + bad mood.... kdg2 honey rse yg i'm not 4 u... honey slalu wt awk mra, bad mood n sket ati whenever kte jmpe... xmean pn nk wt awk cm 2, tp honey xley nk avoid.... kdg2 honey ckp bnde yg ley wt awk sket ati + mra tnpe honey sda... honey tau ble awk bce ni msti awk mra... tp honey just nk ckp pe yg honey rse... honey tau yg honey ni not like your 1st love... cme kdg2 honey rse i'm not your honeyB... i think 'she' deserve to get your love, not me coz i'm just a 3rd person that came to your life and ruined everything.. even though she already let you go, but i think she's still waiting for you... pmpuan je yg rse pe pmpuan len rse.... trust me.. i miss u so much!! i really do... i'm so sorry.. honey tau awk akn mra ble bce ni...
that you love me, it's a lie
that you miss me, it's your lie
that you'll come back again, it's your lie
it's all lie
that you'll protect me, it's a lie
that you can't live without me, it's your lie
if you're leaving like this, leaving me like this
then why did you make a promise with me?
if it's not you i can't, i can't
if it's not you, i really don't want it
why did you keep pushing me away?
why did you let go of my hand?
how did we become like this?
how did we get to this point?
i shouldn't do this, i know i shouldn't but i can't let you go
making me hurt
making me sad
even if i begged you that you lied to me, it's no use
what do i do?
if you leave, what can i do?
how was this person originally?
a person that leaves coldly
you're really mean
you're really bad
making me cry like this
that i should leave, it's a lie
that i shouldn't look back, it's your lie
that i shouldn't look for you again, it's your lie
it's all lie
that i should forget, it's a lie
that we've become to an end, it's your lie
no matter how much i think about it,
i can't do it without you
come back to me again
i feel like dying
i can't do anything without you
i only cry, i can't accept these words of farewell
my heart aches again, i'm really going crazy like this
please come back to me
once again, please come back to me
p/s : dedicated 2 a person that i treasure + love the most...
sorry dear....
and about the lyric, i don't know why... i just thought the lyric suits my feeling right now ( i know actually it doesn't )
ari ni fiz g visit aniz kt kem nasuha kt pagoh... fiz drive dr jb smpai pagoh... cbe guess fiz bwk bpe??? nk tau...?? fiz bwk 130km/j.. hehehe gle kn?? mule2 bwk 150, ayh kte, bwk 130 suda... pas 2 fiz pn bwk r 130.. nk speed, tp tkot ayh bising + tkot kne speed trap lak... dr umh lbh krg kul 10.15 am, smpai kt kem 2 lbh krg kul 11.30am.. lju kn fiz bwk?? well, time kt highway r ley speed, klu dkt2 cni, fiz bwk 70 je... dlm kul 1 fiz n ayh brtolak g kmj... plek kn?? hahaha act nk anta brg.. da alang2 g muar kn, g r drop kt kmj... anta beg tarik n bear je... sab2 ni bru blk tul2... seronoknye...!! blek nnt dpt tdo ats tilam bru... huhuhu.. dr tgkak lbh krg kul 3.30pm, ayh drive smpai jb... smpat gk r singgah ayer hitam bli putu... smpai umh pn b4 azan asar... besh gk r g jmpe aniz td.. lme x jmpe dye... dy dh gelap da... k r fiz nk tgk tgk kpop... oh btw, klu rjen, g r tgk lgu JOJO from SHINEE... sdey beb... x r sdey sgt, tp quite r... oh ngn lgu SECRET from KIM DONGWAN.. chow..
p/s : miss him lyke hell...
x psl2 ak kne mra....
npe sorg ayh nk mra ble tgu ank dy??
npe??
kn tu tgu ank pompuan dy... bknny pmpuan len pn...
tu ke nmeny kasih syg sorg ayh??
slh ke seorang ayh tgu ank dy hbz tusyen kt tmpt tusyen??
slh ke??
setahu ak x kn??
ak tau r dy xske tgu org...
tp tu kn ank dy...
slame ni pn org yg tgu dye..
x pnh pn kteorg merungut...
dy tgu org 5 saat pn dh bising...
klu mama yg bising, ak xksh r...
ak tau mama pnt,
blk kje kne uruskn ank2, msk lg, bsuh bju lg...
ayh?? relax...
slme ni mama yg wt kje umh, anta dorg g skul n tusyen
xpnh pn mama merungut
ayh?
bg duit n make sure sume settle.
npe sume tanggungjawb parents sumeny mama tanggung?
npe?!
it's not fair!!
kn sharing is caring...
now ni slh spe??
ak ke, ayh ak??
bkn dlm ISLAM yg wt sume kje umh tu kje LELAKI ke??
yg ak tau kje pmpuan lahirkn ank n jge ank...
n MEMBANTU suami...
dats all.
Nabi Muhammad pn x pnh suruh Aisyah jahitkan bju baginda yg terkoyak...
laki zmn skunk??
goyang kaki... jnji sume siap
sume kje pompuan wt
msk xsdp, mengamuk
slh wt air, meradang
x phm ak MAN nowdays...
ssh tol nk jmpe laki yg phm tanggungjawab as suami cara ISLAM!
huh!
dak laki skunk lak, HAMPEH!
i mean x sume r...
certain je...
yg baik tu ok r..
yg jht tu, cm setan!
ble dh dpt pe yg dy nk, pompuan tu ditinggalkn terkontang-kanting
habis madu sepah dibuang
klu pompuan tu pregnant, mcm2 alsn dy bg
kte tu bkn ank dye...
sng nye ckp....
klu ak jmpe laki cm tu,mmg nahas r dy!!
dh 'wt' tu, sme2 r tanggung BANGANG!!
dh tau mnde tu HARAM dlm ISLAM, wt gk
klu dh xthn sgt tu, kawen je r BODO...
pe r BANGANG sgt dak2 skunk ni...
x phm ak..
p/s : sori... hormone x stabil + nga bengang yg thp... tu yg kua mcm2 tu..
spe2 yg terase tu, sori...
x mean pn...
