dilemma melanda...

salam u all...
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actually xtau nk ckap pe ni....
huhu

de 1 masalah melanda sekarang...
hmmm...
i heard a bad news smlam from my lil sis...
its about him..


she told me that ayah actually didnt like him..
she said that ayah sgt marah ble bace status fb mamat ni..
"my wife is a nurse"

ayah kata, "belom de pape lg da panggil kakak ni wife dye...! ayah x kisah klu kakak couple ngn org lain asal bukan 'dia'!"
i was like, 'woahh... ayah really got mad'
and then mama said, "klu ikutkan ati mama, mama nk je terima anak XXX tu. bkn utk abby, tp utk kakak.. xksh la even auntie XXX tu mmg berkenan kt abby."

and for mama and my siblings, aku tau yg dorg mmg xske mamat ni...
i never thought ayah pn same...
ottoke.......
haish~


my bf will get upset when he read / hear about this...
how am i gonna tell him 'this thing' without make him upset?
he is a very sensitive guy...
hmmm...
arrghhh! cmne ni....???

i really love my familia so damn much!

This KiSs

suka sangat dengar lagu ni...
sebab.... ntah la..
maybe sebab lagu ni cam best???
haha..
rasanya ada yang terasa kot pasal lagu ni...
nway, enjoy~!

This KiSs - Carly Rae Jepsen

I went out last night,

I'm going out tonight again,

Anything to capture your attention ( your attention )

And she's a real sweet girl,

And you know I got a boy,

Details we both forgot to mention ( forgot to mention )

And you, I always know where you are,

And you always know where I am,

We're taking it way too far,

But I don't want it to end.

This kiss is something I can't resist,

Your lips are undeniable,

This kiss is something I can't risk,

Your heart is unreliable,

Something so sentimental,
You make so detrimental,
And I wish it didn't feel like this,

Cause I don't wanna miss this kiss,

I don't wanna miss this kiss.

You know you're just my type,

And your eyes are lock and key, to my heart,

Tempting my confession ( my confession )

And you're a real hot thing,

But you know I've got a boy somewhere,

So can you feel the tension.

And you, I'm dancing to where you are,

And you dancing where to I am,

We're taking it way too far,

But I don't want it to end

But if you ask me to,

I couldn't, I couldn't, I

You're leaning closer and,

I shouldn't, I shoudn't, I

But if you ask me to,

I couldn't, I couldn't, I

You're leaning closer and,

I shouldn't, I shoudn't, I

I don't wanna miss this kiss.

setiap ayat tu ada maksudnya..
^_^

I STALK YOUR PROFILE

Assalammualaikum semua..

masa 1st time dengar lagu ni, aku gelak sorang2 sebab ada terasa sikit ngn lagu ni...
pastu ada touching sikit (emo sat)
seriously memang terasa dengar lagu ni...
tu dulu la.. now da tak terasa da... (ye ke?? ade sikit kot.. huhu)
every word tu memang terkena batang hidung sendiri..

Ohhh..
Ini kisah sedihku
Aku mengharapkan sesuatu yang tak pasti
Disaat kau di sisiku..
Hidupku terasa indah
Hidupku penuh warna warni seperti pelangi..
Ku akui ku rindukan mu,
Saat kau tiada di sisi
Hancur hatiku bila kau sudah berpunya..

I stalk your profile
When I miss you,
Tengok semua gambar you tanpa jemu
I stalk your profile
When I miss you,
Adakah kau juga memikirkan ku,
Semua gambar-gambar you bersama si dia
Dalam caption nya katamu "aku cinta dia"
Reaksiku meluat tapi sedih pun ada
Memang kau ini player tapi malangnya ku mau kau jua

I stalk your profile
When I miss you,
Tengok semua gambar you tanpa jemu
I stalk your profile
When I miss you,
Adakah kau juga memikirkan ku,
Kau seolah memberiku harapan
Disaat sunyi.. rasa kesepian
Kau seolah.. memainkan perasaan
Ingin ku membencimu tapi aku yang tak tahan

I stalk your profile
When I miss you,
Tengok semua gambar you tanpa jemu
I stalk your profile
When I miss you,
Adakah kau juga memikirkan ku,

I stalk your profile
When I miss you,
Tengok semua gambar you tanpa jemu
adakah cinta dibalas...

seriously memang tak boleh dengar lagu ni...
kalau dengar, mesti gelak sorang2..
hahaha...
haish~ hafidz hafidz..
benda da lepas da.. tak payah la nak ungkit lagi..
dia pun da tak ingat kau lagi..
move on babe

ske n xske

assalamualaikum...

korg sht? jge kshtn sbb cuaca x tntu skrg ni...

so klu da rse x sdp bdn, cpt2 mkn ubt

tkot nt mkin truk...
spe yg ssh? sye gk... hehe xde r. gurau je
arini sye nk membebel psl diri sye..
30 bnde yg sye ske n xske

sye ske...

1. kucing





2. korean (artist, drama, movie, songs)





3. dress





4. red, black, white





5. detective conan, sailormoon, totally spies





6. lappy





7. marie the cat





8. bmw 120i convertible (huhu)





9. tdo (sye ley tdo x kre mse, tmpt, n cuaca)





10. ble elaun msuk.. hihi





11. shopping..!





12. beach, sea, ocean, island





13. bsuh kreta... (ley dpt duet upah hehe)





14. everlast, adidas, nike





15. roses, casablanca lily





16. novels, comics





17. ble org yg x puas ati ngn sye, ckp dpn kt sye pe yg due x puas ati





18. instrumental





19. astrology, geology, marine, SEJARAH





20. sistematik





21. bnde yg comel





22. dance, sings, karaoke, bowling, window shopping





23. mkn... (jnji halal n sdp)





24. bau perfume org





25. hangout ngn kwn2





26. nyanyi ble nga drive





27. wt org hepi





28. ble patients sye da smbuh





29. berangan (ble bosan, b4 tdo)





30. holiday

sye x ske...

1. org yg x tepati jnji





2. org yg kco sye tdo





3. cte hntu





4. ble hujan lg2 ble xde trnsport... aigoo





5. cigarette (yucks! klu rse nk mati cpt, isap r)





6. kwn yg mkn kwn





7. ble xphm pe yg org cbe terangkn pd sye





8. ble org ckp x clear..





9. wt hw





10. petir.... tkot..





11. ble topup da abs





12. org yg ske mendesak





13. pkse org





14. tikus





15. org yg smbong





16. org yg baik ngn kte tp blkg kte dye wt ' ketupat' lak psl kte





17. divorce, break (sakit sgt...)





18. org yg xreti nk saba





19. org yg dlu bkn maen kutuk2 psl artist n lgu korea, tetibe ley lak mnt korea (rse nk penampo je)





20. silver (nickel allergy)





21. ble brt bdn naek





22. t'lalu gelap





23. dysmenorrhea (period pain)





24. ble xde kje... (bosan)





25. ble org ckp sparuh jln





26. org mra2 xde sbb





27. mknn yg byk minyak





28. traffic jam





29. org yg sgt tnye soklan (rimas r...!)





30. org prasan dye bgus sgt (menyampah!)

teman sepermainan....??? hmm...

Assalammualaikum n slm sume...

ni ak nk cte 1 bnde ni..

da x snggup nk smpn sorg da..

ni psl sorg hamba ALLAH ni...

kwn ngn dye dr kecik smpai r skrg ni.... ( ye ke...?)

dr x skola lg smpai r da abs skola..

dr umh sblah2, smpai sy pndah tmpt laen n pndh blk kt kaw ni...

sume nye sbb 1 incident awl tahun ni...

sye ckp kt dye yg sye ske dye..

pastu dye ckp "ok"

sye ckp lg, "i like u more than fren"

dye ckp, "u tau kn i de gf...?"

"i tau..."

"so...?"

"i still ske u..."

pastu dye log off n i never chat o talk to him since that day...

sye pm dye "am sori bout da other day. aritu i gurau je r.. jgn r take it serious. klu i ckp i ske u lbey dr kwn, xsmestinye i ske u s my bf. lgpn kte da lme knl n i mmg ske u s my fren.. tp i admit r dlu mse kck2 i pnh ske kt u.. tp u jgn r rsau, i xde ati pn kt u..."

n dye pnh reply...

sye xksh la klu dye syg awek dye smpai CINTA MATI pn...

cme t'kilan je ngn pe yg dye wt kt sye...

sye knl dye dr umo 5 thun kot..

tahun ni da 15 tahun kteorg knl...

lbey lme dr awek dye knl dye...

aish~

ni ble da pndah umah baru,

lg r slalu jmpe dye

sbb abg maen bola skali ngn dye...

slalu sgt jmpe sbb ble nk kua, kne lalu pdg bola..

smlm (5/12) kne pggl abg kt pdg sbb nk anta dye n mira g tuition kumon kt larkin perdana

nmpak lak hamba ALLAH ni...

pndg je...

xtego lgsung kot..

ntah la...

kwn yg tol2 'kwn' mmg ssh nk cari + maintain kn...?

cm hampeh...
ni ke meaning 'kwn' bg dye...? (maybe kot...)

yg ak ni...?

da byk kali kne betrayed ngn kwn...

kwn mkn kwn a.k.a tikam blkg

aigoo~

dr pikir bnde bodo ni, baek ak tdo lg bgos...

adios

slmt mlm dunia...

sye b'syukur...

sye b'skur sbb...

1) ...dilahirkan sbgai sorg pmpuan
2) ...sye ske lelaki dan bkn pmpuan (meaning sye bkn lesbo n bisex)
3) ...rmai yg syg sye n sye pn syg dorg
4) ...sye sorg islam
5) ...sye rakyat m'sia
6) ...sye bkl jd sorg nurse yg prihatin
7) ...sye de family yg best
8) ..sye x idop ssh
9) ..sye syg haiwan (sye xkn seksa haiwan)
10) ...sye msih waras n bole pikir mne yg baek dan buruk
11) ... sye ley mra n nanges maximum 1/2 jam je...
12) ... sye da tgglkn sikap boyish n kasar (x sume)
13) ... sye da khatam Al-Quran mse umur 12 tahun
14) ... sye skola agama dulu
15) ... sye dpt msuk boarding school mse umur 13 tahun smpai 17 tahun
16) ... sye dpt straight A mse UPSR n PMR... SPM dpt 6 je...
17) ...sye pnh msuk mtrx (KMJ)
18) ...sye x suicide (even pnh t'pikir nk wt)
19) ...sye de kwn2 yg slalu menyokong sye n slalu de mse sye sdey n sng
20) ...sye xcntek tp comey (hehe...)
21) ...sye xksh psl mknn cme tolak mknn haram, batu, besi n mknn yg xley dimkn..
22) ...sye akn dpt bkl adk ipar yg cute n alim
23) ...sye lulus final exam sem 3 (even aritu jwb ntah pape)

rsenye tu je kot senarai syukur sye...
oh ya, i forgot bout something...
sye b'syukur sbb sye de bf yg syg sgt kt sye n sye pn syg kt dye...
tq kirin sbb syg i...

polaroid...

lately ni ak asyik terpikirkn camera polaroid je...
seriously ak nk bli...
coolio...
act, ak da lme da mnt bnde ni... tp lately ni je rse nk bli 2 membuak-buak...
dpt rse cm zaman mse mak bapak kte mude2 dolu... hahaha
ni antare camera2 yg ak nga survey

nice kn??
cm Mr. Bean pnye.... hohoho

...meriah dgn colour...

smart kn??



ni mcm zmn dolu2 pnye...

hello kitty yg comey... [sori.. am addicted to cats]

so... how?? cool kn?? ^_^

KAWHIN ? ? ?

alamak!! de org kte nk kawen ngn sye r... camne ni?? tlg2!!! sye x ready lg nk kawen!!! sye bru je 19 tahun 4 bln... dye kte "syg, kte tunang" and i was like "WHAT?? cn u repeat??" dlm ati, wut da hell!! gle ke pe mamat ni?? sye ckp r, "u ni npe?? klu father i tau, mampos i... study x abs lg, da gatal nk kawen.." and he said" syg, lpas u abs study, kte kawen ea?? " pulak... sye bru je knl dye.. xsampai 4 bln... tu pn kt fb.. jmpe pn x pnh... aigoo~ cmne ni??

seriously, hati sye mmg da tertutup.... stakat nk kwn, xpe... tp nk kawen??!! gulp!! mntak maap la... sye mmg xde ati kt awk... hati sye lom t'buka utk bawa lelaki yg bergelar 'SUAMI' dlm hidup sye... sye x nafikan dlu mmg de someone yg sye rse bole bawa dye ke dlm idup sye... tp 2 dlu... bkn skarang... skarang sye hepi hidup sendiri... single but NOT AVAILABLE... i repeat 'NOT AVAILABLE!!!'

tlg phm ye~

sye memerlukn seseorg yg ley terime sye seadenye, yg ley wt sye hepi, ketawa, sdey... yg ley syg sye cmne sye syg dye. yg ley protect sye, bkn yg ske amek kesempatan kt sye... yg ley bg sye nasihat, bimbing sye... stakat ni sye x jmpe lg my romeo... i need someone yg can attract me by the way he look at me, the way he talk, the way he smiles, the way he protect me...

and i need someone who will love only me...

n klu awk rse awk layak jd my romeo, awk fikir dlu... adakah awk di dlm dilema sekarang?? de 2 gurl yg awk syg n xtau nk plih yg mne utk jd tman awk?? sye nasihatkan better awk pilih dye... sye xnk awk menyesal ssb plih sye... even sye syg awk sgt2 pn, it's not worth it... sye ske tgk awk hepi ngn dye even sye yg t'luka... hati sye ni mmg da slalu kne jahit... meaning, sye da slalu dilukai n sye xksh sbb sye da immune (ye ke?? kot~)...

OMG !!

hari tu de timbang berat kt kolej.... bese r... evrytyme nek sem je mmg kne check weight... n sya suda kurus??!! (ye ke??)

sem 1

berat - 52kg

% lemak dlm bdn - lebih (da agk da...)

% air dalam bdn - kurang (rsenye da mnum byk air da...)

BMI - normal

sem 2

berat - 49.7kg

% lemak badan - 27.9 % (normal)

% air dalam badan - 51.2% (normal)

BMI - 21.7 kot... (xigt r)

% lemak dalam badan mesti lingkungan 25%-30% je... klu lebey, phm2 je r...

% air dalam badan mesti lebih 50%... klu x, dehydration r jwbnye....

misi mengurangkan berat badan - BERJAYA!!! <3 div="">

rahsia mengurangkan berat bdn?? : mkn diet seimbang yg kolej sediakan + jog ngan pika kt bukit peringgit tiap2 ptg (klu x ujan)

OK ! !

we're back, we're back in the game

i'm back, back, back, back to single
i'm back, back, back, back to single
it's brave!
i thought i shouldn't think anyone but you
i believed that i would do things only for you
if not it wasn't love
if it's not the you i loved, i can't think of anyone else
it's crazy but my heart believed this illusion
i wouldn't know if i died
the arrogant you is ok, anything you do is ok, i was a such pathetic fool
this has to end now
ok, it's ok, i'm alright without you
ok, it's ok, don't be so conceited
ok, it's ok, i don't want to live with a beggar
ok, it's ok ; ok, it's ok
let's go party now, let's have fun
rock your body now, shake crazily
let's go party now, let's get drunk tonight
move your body now, it's fun even without you
i'm back again as a gorgeous single, i can remove our couple ring
now without guilt, i can go to club again
i don't love you no more, it's time to gotta go
hope you find what you lookin' for
now i don't have to noticed you, i can meet other girls comfortably
out of your imprisonment, i can enjoy myself freely
you, get out quickly, get back to the game
you are no more no.1 on my handphone's speed dial
it's gone ; it's gone
you ain't no more my baby, i'm free
it's crazy but my heart believed this illusion
i wouldn't know if i died
the arrogant you is ok, anything you do is ok, i was a such pathetic fool
this has to end now
ok, it's ok, i'm alright without you
ok, it's ok, don't be so conceited
ok, it's ok, i don't want to live with a beggar
ok, it's ok ; ok, it's ok
back in the market
besides me now
i don't care!
uh, uh UKISS
uh, uh like this
uh, uh like that
somebody say WOO~AH!
uh, uh UKISS
uh, uh we ok
uh, uh ain't no break
somebody WOO~AH!
ok, it's ok, i'm alright without you
ok, it's ok, don't be so conceited
ok, it's ok, i don't want to live with a beggar
ok, it's ok ; ok, it's ok
let's go party now, let's have fun
rock your body now, shake crazily
let's go party now, let's get drunk tonight
move your body now, it's fun even without you
ok, it's ok ; ok, it's ok

orientasi + frenz + lost ♥

Hatiku masih, seperti dulu…~ ^^

Hahaha merepek je aku ni. Hari ni tetibe je rasa nak tulis blog. Rasenye sgt byk nk tulis ni. Lame tak singgah sini… rindu sangat.

1st July aritu aku masuk nursing college kt Melaka… agak seronok tapi agak scary coz da lame tak duduk dengan senior… camne ye perasaan duduk dgn senior blk?? Hmm… after daftar, g masuk bilik, dapat 1 bilik dengan kak ain.. akak tu budak sem 5… ok r.. boleh msuk kepala aku… tak sangka yang dia ni org Johor jugak… org Tmn U.. nampaknya ada can la aku balik dengan dia raya ni… masa minggu orientasi tu agak sakit hati coz mmg kena dengan senior habis-habisan… tapi sangat seronok… dekat sini male nursing ada 2 org… senior Rizal [ sem 5 ] n senior Sharil [sem 4 ]… masa minggu orientasi ada kembara [ ala-ala treasure hunt ] seronok tak terkata…memang tension la sampai ada budak yang menangis. Ingat lagi masa kena conteng muka kawan sendiri dengan tanah yang dicampur air.. hahaha ala-ala mask gitu…hahaha at last kteorg sume dpt mkn cekodok bawang yang kami buat sendiri dan masak dengan kayu api…kelakar sangat.. de yang hangus, de yang tak masak dalam. Masak cekodok sampai baju kteorg pn bau asap! Sangat rindu keseronokkan masa tu... kteorg pn de diberi assignment iaitu kene amek sume signature sem 5 except senior Rizal coz dia duduk luar. Peh! Tak cm bangang lak kn.. kelam kabut semua org msa tu..haha takot x dapat amek sume sign.. at least r dpt sume sign MPP. Ok r tu.. dorang suruh buat tu pn sbb nk kteorg knl senior n bende tu pn da diluluskan oleh lectures. The next week, da start masuk kelas… peh! Tak cam bengong pulak kan kepala otak kteorg… coz sume cm tak ready lg nk belajar.. subject kt sini sumenye interesting.. Anatomy and Physiology [ANP ], Microbiology, Behavioral Science, n Nursing Science 1 & 2… lectures pn ok2… 17th July, 17 org budak bru daftar. Akhirnya kelas ak genap ada 74 org sumenye… ramai kan?? Tapi klu ikutkan, sem 5 lg ramai. Dorang de 100 org…

Kt sini ak dpt bestie, nme group kteorg ‘Double Trio’. Mesti pelik kn? Actually kteorg ni gabung 2 group. Ak rapat ngan Nabil n Te’a. Yang 1 lg group tu Pika, Zie n JJ. Camne kteorg ley gabung ye?? Oh, ni sume gara-gara Nabil n Te’a ajk aku g makan kt luar.. dorang suruh aku ajak Zie n Pika coz Nabil da ajak JJ. Since that kteorg sgt rapat. Klu mse rehat, kteorg share mknn even though mmg x ckup. Hahaha act kteorg ni sume sgt kuat mkn!g klas sama-sama, klu mkn, msti conquer 1 meja. Smpai budak2 klas pn jeles… ye la, kteorg akn share food even though bwk / bli sikit. Kalau outing pn msti sesama. Memang sangat seronok hangout ngan dorang coz sume perangai gila2.. esp Te’a.. kt sni ak knl sorg bdak ni.. dye ni VIP. Wow! Xsngka jmpe Korean lovers kt sini.. ak pggl dye VIP, JJ pggl dye GD [ dye sgt mnt kt GD ] n Te’a pggl dye Harun [coz dye duduk kt Tmn Dato’ Harun ] actually nme dye Adila.. Kt sini ak suruh dorang sume pggl ak Hafiz since ak da biasa dgn nme tu since sekolah rendah lg. even seniors n lectures pn pggl ak Hafiz. Lagipun de sorang budak ni nme dye Saidatul Affiza.. kteorg pggl dye kak Fiza.Ari tu g bazar n accidentally terserempak ngn Dauz. Hahaha pe lg, ak paw r dye.. ak paw sate je.. x saba nk kuar ngn Dauz lg. Dia je r bdak mtrx yg ak rapat kt cni.

Kenapa tetibe ak rse rndu kt Ajeez?? Wae?? Ish, I really hate this feeling. Stop it Fiz!! He already has someone that love him more than u do. U knew that right? Urgh!! Npe tetibe muka dia muncul pulak!! Kan ko da janji nk lepaskan dia?? Paling x suka klu chatting ngn Ayie, Daus, Fa, Nana, Oniey, Fara n Izt coz dorang slalu tnye, “ko ok x?” peh! Ak memang xboleh dengar ayt tu sbb confirm2 ak akn nanges… Npe la ak dpt nursing kt Melaka?? Da r 1st love Ajeez tu kt Melaka. Buatnye klu2 terserempak ngan Ajeez n 1st love dye, ak rse ak da terduduk da. Ari tu ak g dining coz nk online, ble ak buka myspace 1st love dye, ak nmpk ayt ni, “ILY periuk” automatic air mata ak jatuh. Ak xtau npe. Fiz, u’ve already promise yg u xkn nanges lg kn?? Xkn keluarkn air mata utk lelaki lg kn?? Then y are u crying now?? Do u still love him?? U’ve already know yg they love each other kn?? Then y ko tetibe potong jln?? U’ve seen in his n her myspace yg dorg tu ‘Mr & Mrs Periuk’ kn?? Sgt rse bersalah. Npe dlu Ajeez layan ak baik?? Klu dia layan biasa2 msti kita bertiga x jd cm ni kn?? Tears, plz r jgn kuar lg. Am tired with all the things that happened this year. Y does it hurt so bad?? U were never mine from the start. Still my love was not enough, though I’ve given u my all. Juz accept the fate that its not written in Heaven that he is yours. Be happy coz he was a part of your life, the 1st person that can make u feel secure whenever he’s with u. N the most important thing is that he reminds me of my daddy coz his attitude is quite similar with my dad. Urgh! Stop thinking bout him! But I really can’t. I can still remember the way he hug me, the way he’s holding my hand, the way he look at me… Shit!! Stop it ok??! He already has his ‘Mrs. Periuk’

Happy ble bce ‘ILY periuk’ coz I know she starts smiling again. I know both of them happy.. Ak pgg ayt ni dr dlu n Insyaallah smpai akhir hayat ak, ‘Am wiling to do anything to make people around me happy even though am the one who will suffer. N am willing to let go the person that I love to make someone else happy coz he/she deserve to be happy with their love one.’

JEALOUSY~!

sgt jeles ngn dorg yg dpt amek gmba ngn U-KISS.....!!!

ELI sgt comey.... n sgt klaka.... hahahaha
cis, how dare KISEOP pgg bdak tu???
ish! geram nye....!




ala.... npe dat pinkie girl rapat ngn hubby ak ni???
ni yg jeles ni...!

wah~ ni yg jeles ni ble DONGHO cm letak pale dye kt minah cine ni.....
cis, dak yg pkai pink dress tu kne pgg ngn SOOHYUN!
eeeeeee.........
gram nye~!!!!




yg ni lg r ak geram~!
ni mmg thp cipan r ak geram!
tiap kali ak tgk gmba ni, mst jantung berdgup kencang
peh! gle kencang ni~!
SOOHYUN~ah! why did you hug that girl!
i'm so jealous~!
i wish my KEVIN would hug me like you did.....
KEVIN~ah! mani mani sarang juseyo~!
nseb bek my KEVIN x pgg dak2 pmpuan tu....
pape pn KIBUM, KEVIN n XANDER cm control pose~ hahaha

U-KISS + KISSME = KEVIN + ME
lol ^^

ukiss + hangout + songs = L.O.V.E

rse cm nk je g s'pore now..... kevin-ah! chongmal choahae! n sgt xlarat ble xander pkai bju melayu.... sgt cute... .............[ speechless ]............. kya!!! dye sgt cute!!! huhu tp rsenye cm kjp gle ukiss dtg m'sia.... ari sabtu ari tu intrvw kt 8tv pn cm sial.... da r slh zoom, dorg ckp eli yg charismatic tp zoom kt kevin... nmpk bebeno r dorg xknl ukiss.... xske tul r... pas tu, intrvw je in english... mcm r dorg tu xtau speaking..... hello, eli n kevin tu dak USA r, xander can talk in 7 diff language, kibum study kt ausie.... so? xkn r totally in mandarin? pe dye igt fans ukiss ni org cine je ke?? hello~? malay plg ramai la... kt airport, ramai dak malay yg tggu dorg r... kn bes klu mse tu gary / baki je yg intrvw dorg.... hish, gram tol!

[ntah mne dye cilok bju ni... huhuhu]

btw, ari ni sgt bes! hangout ngn fa n fieza... rse cm nk stop kn mse coz cm byk bnde yg kteorg nk cte... psl universites, courses, boys, n of course la psl reunion... rse cm nk wt reunion. but maybe 3 / 4 years from now... kteorg just plan cm nk wt holiday reramai.... maybe wt kt melaka or port dickson... hahaha ye2 je nk wt reunion kn?? ayie pn kte ok je klu nk wt reunion... hohoho xpe2 nnt kte plan blk ea korunk??

tetibe ske gle ngan lgu 'how could you say you love me' from sarah geronimo.... she's is pop princess in Philippine.... i was like singing that song like i'm performing in front of the audience... hahaha silly me... lgu tu sgt bes even though it's kinda sad...... n really like the 'love' sign from SS501 - love like this.... i was like doing the hand sign hundreds time and never get bored... i think it's the alternative plus creative way to say that we love somebody...

if you really like/love somebody, just go tell him/her about your feeling towards them.... n it's ok if you get dumped coz you won't be regret in your lifetime for not telling them that you love them

salah kte....

mse kte couple, kte akan igt yg dye yg salah, kte je yg btol...
mse tu kte akn fikir yg "dye ni x fhm ak ke?"
mse tu gak r kte nk merajuk n nk dye pjuk kte...
tp mse tu kte yg xtau pe yg dye fikir.
dye cme act cool sb nk sdpkn ati kte je

lps dh xde pape, kte akn fikir yg kte break sbb salah kte
mse tu r kte mule seda yg actually, kte yg salah
kte ni cme reti menunding jari kt org
ble org tnye spe salah, kte jwb "dye"
kdg2 kte igt yg slame ni kte yg mempermainkn perasaan sndri
kte yg tipu perasaan kte
kte pn xtau yg kte ni btul2 ke syg dye?
mse tu kte terpikir, "i love you coz i need you or i need you coz i love you"
ssh nk bezakn

hahaha
sume org leh tipu... even org yg xpnh tipu pn leh tipu
manusia ni x perfect walaupn de org yg fikir dye perfect
sume org de ego but maybe certain people ego dye x obvious sgt
ak??
ak ngaku yg ak ni ego, x leh tgk org lbey dr ak, mengada-ngada
ak ni jenis org yg kalu ley nk sume perfect
tp ak tau sume bnde xley perfect 100%

sukar utk melupakn cinta pertama....
walaupn kte dh jmpe cinta yg baru, still xkn sme cm yg pertama
even kte syg cmne pn kt dye still x sme...
kte lak nk sgt kisah cinta kte tu cm drama2 korea...
sweet sgt...
tp hakikatnya, jauh panggang dari api
ak admit yg ak still x jumpe true love ak
relationship ak x pnh lbey dari stahun...
plg sekejp pn 3 ari je.... plg lame kurang stahun

**
I don't know which way to choose
How can I find a way to go on?
I don't know if I can go on without you
Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain

maybe i just not good for you
maybe i don't deserve to get your love

kesedihan yg amat

akhirnya ak terpaksa melepaskan 'dia' malam td...... tak sangka sampai disini saja hubungan kami.... kalau ada jodoh ngan 'dia', adalah.. klu x, hope 'dia' dpt org yg lg baik dari ku.. ak dh jnji ngan 'dia' yg ak xkn nanges lg tp... xley nk thn coz airmata kua sndri.... maybe sbb ak syg sgt kt 'dia'.. ak admit yg ak xprnh rse cmni ngn ex2 ak dlu... abs call 'dia' je ak trun bwh tgk tv ngn aniz. kt tv 2 de rancangan istimewa bersama liza hanim "p.ramlee dalam kenangan" membuatkan airmata ku kelua tnpa ku seda... lagi2 pabila liza hanim menyanyikan

"dimana kan ku cari ganti"
dimana kan ku cari ganti
serupa denganmu
tak sanggup ku berpisah
dan berhati patah
hidup gelisah
alangkah pedih rasa ahti
selama kau pergi
tinggalku sendirian tiada berteman
dalam kesepian

dan lagu

"jangan tinggal daku"
Jangan tinggal daku
Oh kasih oh sayangku
Dinda sedang rindu
Padamu yang selalu ku puja
Hanya dikau seorang
Oh bintang oh pujaan
Tempat kasih sayang
Harapan di masa hadapan

yang pernah popular satu masa dlu.. ak naik ke bilik dgn harapan ak akn berhenti nanges.... tatkala ak buka radio, airmataku jatuh pabila terdengar lgu

"my all"
I'm thinking of you
in sleepless solitude tonight
if it's wrong to love you
then my heart just won't let me be right
cause I've drowned in you
and i won't pull through
without you by my side

.... buka mp3 pula, lgu

"never be replaced"
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

yg terpasang... lg sdey.. coz ak prnh nyanyi lgu ni kt dpn 'dia'.. kenapa lah time ak nk memulihkan kesedihan, lgu2 yg sdey pulak dimainkan di tv, radio dan mp3... ak terasa cm diaorg sengaja membuatku lg sdey... bagi ku, biar lah ak menangis sepuas-puas nya mlm ni coz after tonight ak xkn rse cm mlm ni lg.... lgpn, org kata, menangis boleh release stress.... jam di phone ku menunjukkan pukul 12.45 am dan cahaya bulan penuh menerangi ruang bilik ku tapi ak masih tidak boleh melelapkan mataku... hampir 1 jam ak menangis mse call td membuat ak terasa pnt sgt tp mataku masih x boleh lelap... dh golek2 pn xley tido gak... ak pn xsda bila ak terlelap..... ak terseda pn pabila ak terdengar bunyi loceng sekolah memandangkan rumah ak terletak di belalakang sekolah rendah... Alhamdulillah, lps shower td ak dh okey... tp mataku sgt sakit n agk bengkak akibat byk menangis mlm td.... mungkin ni takdirku... ak berserah... lgpn kami telah berjanji klu kami dh xboleh bersama lg, we still can be friends... Insyaallah BFF...

boring....

smlm ak kne cakar ngn shindong
huhuhu
pedih ya amat....!
sume gara2 ak lpaskn dy, n dye gado ngn kucing jiran...
what a bad day
thank GOD xkne tgn kiri, just a little scratch kt right wrist
dh r 2 ari b4 dat ak kne cakar ngn ank dye kt kaki...
dorunk [ my cats ] ni ske sgt men kejar2..
last2 owner gk yg kne....

antare my favorite songs...!
by the way, the original ver. actually in korean / japanese
kt bwh ni cme eng sub je...
sje je nk share mnt ak ngn korunk
hehehe

I WAS CRAZY ABOUT YOU [ 2PM ]
How will I ever know?
Why should I let you go?
Why? Why?
What about our love,
Can't let go
you've ripped my heart (Oh no)
Couldn't even tell you to stay
and all I did was watch you leave
Now it's too late to regret
and day by day I'm going crazy
and I am going crazy as I think about you
Yes, I am crazy for you
I was crazy (I'm sorry girl)
for you (I'm so sorry girl)
I couldn't even say it, and I let you go
She is (I'm so sorry girl)
getting farther and farther (I'm so sorry girl)
Love can't do this to me!

HEARTBEAT [ 2PM ]
no matter who i meet
i can't open a part of my heart
and i keep leaving a space for you
there's no reason for you to come back
but my heart keeps believing that you might come back
why won't it listen?
listen to my heartbeat
it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat
it's waiting for you
it still doesn't know it's over
i don't understand why it's like this
listen to my heartbeat
it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat
it's waiting for you
i still hurt at the thought of you
i think of you everytime my heart beats

THE NAME THAT I LOVED [ ONEW ( SHINEE ) ]
the name that i loved once in this life
has been going further and further away from me
i am writing your name on a paper
and will forever keep it in my heart
from that day i realized that i will only love you forever
love that can't be together can also be known as LOVE
i can't handle the memories of love and feelings of being alone
i can't start this
i can only miss you secretly in heart
my heart only left your body fragrance that i missed and always loved

JOJO [ SHINEE ]
jojo
when the sad music flows, i think of you
jojo
you are so cruel, why can't i erase you?
hey, my jojo
love, yes jojo
stay, what did i do wrong?
i was blind
hey, my jojo
love, my jojo
stay, you trampled on my eyes
i was blind
so many nights i wonder why
what can i do to make it right
everyting will be alright
so jojo just tell me why

SORRY SORRY ANSWER [SUPER JUNIOR ]
i can't imagine if i lost you
living life without you
i'll remember this moment
i'll promise it
a sunflower boy looking at you like the first time
as if you had be sent to save me
you let me have a loveful life
only that way i can have enough
finally you're in my life
sorry baby sorry baby
i only love you
i'm sorry
i'm really sorry
shawty baby shawty baby
i only look at you
i'm sorry
i think i really can't help it

MISTER [ KARA ]
in a glance you look good in my eyes
stealing glances at you i become a bit interested
tic toc tic toc, the time just keeps flowing
looking, looking my eyes keep going in your direction
smile, smile just smiling to you
now, now look over here
hey there there mister
look over here please mister
yes you mister
come to my side mister
hey here mister
now look at me mister
i've wanted you for a while
what's your name mister

SECRET [ KIM DONGWAN ( SHINHWA ) ]
you left me cold heartedly
however not being able to see you
i'm despising myself for getting weary
grabbing my heart
that is breaking wide open
i am to you
calling you
shouting to you
there is no response
your appearance is fading
now
i didn't even get to tell you i love you
i'm begin to hate you
don't like you
love you
i need you came back baby my love

HONEY [ KARA ]
my only honey honey honey
you have to turn around
honey honey honey
i've always wanted you and you only
oh baby honey honey honey
my heart's honey honey honey
i'm sincerely looking at you and only you
hey baby my little honey
came from heaven right here to save me
one touch that's all it takes
complete with you, no regrets
i need you by my side
i'll love you long through day and night
deep inside i know you're mine
no more words
kiss me goodnight

LOVE LIKE THIS [ SS501 ]
hey girl! today you look prettier
you're the guardian of my heart's key girl
if i think of you, i tremble so much
precious you , my baby baby
why don't you get it?
why don't you get me?
take this entire heart that wants you
i don't need anything else, the only thing i want, your love!
love come to me, you like this
so love, i'm waiting for you girl
true love, come close, you like this
one love, you to me, come to me

WEDDING DRESS [ TAEYANG ( BIG BANG ) ]
baby
don't hold his hand when he comes to you
coz' you should be my lady
i've been waiting for you for so long
look at me now
when the music starts
you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him
how i prayed everynight
that this day would never come
the wedding dress you're wearing
the wedding dress you're wearing
it's not me ( next to you )

WHY DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU [ DBSK ]
why did i end up falling for you
no matter how much time has passed
i still thought you were right here
but you've already choose a different path
why couldn't i call out to you at all?
every day and night growing emotions
and words overflow

IT'S YOU [ SUPER JUNIOR ]
i don't need anyone else, it's only you
when you ask again, it's only you
even if you already have another lover
i can't forget you, i can't turn back around
the moment my eyes began to burn
the moment my heart was captured by you
i have no regrets, i chose you
that's right, it's you
oh i
whatever anyone anyone says it doesn't matter to me
whoever curses me, i'll only look at you
even when i'm born again, it's still only you
(tic toc tic toc) even as time goes by
oh i
when you tell me you love me thousands and millions of time
even when my heart sets on fire
my dry lips wear out
even when i'm born again it's still only you
(tic toc tic toc) even as time goes by

actually, byk lg tp nnt pnuh r lak....
erm... xpe r...
len kali ak msukkn lg....
dun worry....
bkn lgu korea / japanese lg....
[ ak tau rmai x ske lgu korea ]
k r ak chow dlu....
mau tdo...
dh kul 5 pg r...

p/s : klu korunk x ske ak msukkn lgu2 korea / japanese, ak peduli hape
ni ak nye page, ske ati ak r nk wt pe pn...
sori klu de yg terase....

1st tyme bloGGing..

hi everyone....
sje je nk merepek...
since this is my 1st time blogging
so, bosan sket r....


bosan dowh mlm ni...
coz de org nk msg..
huhu
td g persada de karnival u
ok r...
tp pnt dy still terase smpai skrang..
k r..
ak nk tgk kpop terchenta


adios...